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Friday, May 30, 2008
I AM ATTACHED~!!
actually this post is almost a week late.
okayy okayy the story.
this guy has almost been there for me everytime i need him. be it sad or happy. stretch my hand and reach for my phone and he would be there. never fail to make me laugh. it may sound a bit cheesy. but he's the sunshine of my life. never failing to make my day.
we have come a long way. i got to know him last year, very randomly. but discover that he has to leave for a while. not exactly for a while. two years to be exact. when i've got to know him, he has already been away for a year plus. so now he's back~~
ever since i got to know him, he has only made me tear once. because seeing it touched me and i cant help but tear. seeing his tears for the kids that he has to leave behind and go take up another responsibility. other times, he just making me laugh or wowing at his awesome-ness.
are you guys super shock by this revelation?
LO AND BEHOLD.
the first time i'll be releasing his picture after such a long time.
5
4
3
2
1
JIANG~!
AHAHAHAH!!! MR KIM JONG KOOK. he's released from the army just a week ago. 23rd of may i think. cannot wait for his new songs.
ehhh hey. fooled by me? *wink wink* muahahaha. reaching out for my phone was because his songs were in there. knowing him randomly was because i stumble upon the korean variety show X-MAN. LOL. just typing this i can predict that at least half the people reading would be super shock by my first line. X)
korean craze is mad nowadays. even munny buddy!~ i was furiously showing her my korean songs. i think she fell for wonder girls first. i showed her and dodo a vid of their new song so hot. and she like it. muahah! even dodo got addicted to their tell me. maybe we should all go learn their dance in there. AHAHAH.
german was super sucky today. i hate it. i wanted to cry luh. i was so sleepy. and i couldnt understand a thing. why cant we just stay forever at the present past tense. SIGH~
me and dodo caught a eyecandy today. HAHA. cuteee. *winks winks*
its just every girl's dream. waiting for one's turn.
actually this post is almost a week late.
okayy okayy the story.
this guy has almost been there for me everytime i need him. be it sad or happy. stretch my hand and reach for my phone and he would be there. never fail to make me laugh. it may sound a bit cheesy. but he's the sunshine of my life. never failing to make my day.
we have come a long way. i got to know him last year, very randomly. but discover that he has to leave for a while. not exactly for a while. two years to be exact. when i've got to know him, he has already been away for a year plus. so now he's back~~
ever since i got to know him, he has only made me tear once. because seeing it touched me and i cant help but tear. seeing his tears for the kids that he has to leave behind and go take up another responsibility. other times, he just making me laugh or wowing at his awesome-ness.
are you guys super shock by this revelation?
LO AND BEHOLD.
the first time i'll be releasing his picture after such a long time.
5
4
3
2
1
JIANG~!
AHAHAHAH!!! MR KIM JONG KOOK. he's released from the army just a week ago. 23rd of may i think. cannot wait for his new songs.
ehhh hey. fooled by me? *wink wink* muahahaha. reaching out for my phone was because his songs were in there. knowing him randomly was because i stumble upon the korean variety show X-MAN. LOL. just typing this i can predict that at least half the people reading would be super shock by my first line. X)
korean craze is mad nowadays. even munny buddy!~ i was furiously showing her my korean songs. i think she fell for wonder girls first. i showed her and dodo a vid of their new song so hot. and she like it. muahah! even dodo got addicted to their tell me. maybe we should all go learn their dance in there. AHAHAH.
german was super sucky today. i hate it. i wanted to cry luh. i was so sleepy. and i couldnt understand a thing. why cant we just stay forever at the present past tense. SIGH~
me and dodo caught a eyecandy today. HAHA. cuteee. *winks winks*
its just every girl's dream. waiting for one's turn.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
and again, i popped by sumo house again to have my weekly awaited salmon rice. this time its dodo that having the craving. so i should strongly state that i was accompanying her. i ain't the greedy one this time. X)!
anw. presentation today was alright. soso. i have to drop him an email soon. troublesome. cos his language in the email just irks me.
my room's in a mess. 4 bags laying strewn all over my bed and room. files are everywhere, pract manual are everywhere. tsk. its time to do some cleaning up. the weekends that are supposed to be use to change bedsheet covers are almost nearing. gahh. so dreadful can. can my future bf invent a robot that changes bedsheets automatically.
OUH! a hypothesis i've developed today *wink wink*
CANDY IS DODO
DODO IS CANDY
SO,
DODO = CANDY
CANDY = DODO.
setto!~
crapp-ish.
you are the last thing on my mind, before i go to sleep at night.
anw. presentation today was alright. soso. i have to drop him an email soon. troublesome. cos his language in the email just irks me.
my room's in a mess. 4 bags laying strewn all over my bed and room. files are everywhere, pract manual are everywhere. tsk. its time to do some cleaning up. the weekends that are supposed to be use to change bedsheet covers are almost nearing. gahh. so dreadful can. can my future bf invent a robot that changes bedsheets automatically.
OUH! a hypothesis i've developed today *wink wink*
CANDY IS DODO
DODO IS CANDY
SO,
DODO = CANDY
CANDY = DODO.
setto!~
crapp-ish.
you are the last thing on my mind, before i go to sleep at night.
its the 28th of may. its the 7th week of sch. its one more week to the holidays.its 3 more weeks to the dreaded common test.
everyone is breaking down. or at least people around me are. works piling up like no one's business. and projects are all undone. i sound so demoralised here and i'm not happy about it.
thank YOU for being such a NICE lecturer. i've never in my life would think of meeting such a teacher/lecturer like you whenever i write on a teacher's day card you're the best teacher in the whole wide word. if you were to receive a teacher's day card from me which you NEVER will.and i state NEVER. i would write you're the worst lecturer one could ever have. and i believe that along with my msg would be TWO HUGE SIGNATURES. agreeing with me.
beware of harsh words below:
you stupid son of a pizza. freaking airhead. have some basic courtesy or at least respect for your students. if you don't have some go learn some okayy. its hard enough for us that some nightmare is unfolding on us and you're not even concern?! with that stupid attitude of yours i'm amaze that you're even sitting where you are sitting right now. and fancy rubbing salt on our wound. we tried to start all over again and wtf was that email suppose to mean. you're preparing us for our downfall izzit? THANKS a lot. i wasnt even impolite in my email. couldnt you at least help us? we wasted half the sem away doing nothing except for wasting 10 BUCKS on nothing.
if you didnt want to help then DON'T nobody gives a damm about it.
i wasn't this mad about it even after yest. though i was quite affected. but after what happen today? sucker. at least someone of a higher post than you bother to explain things to us. that was all we need to hear. its bad enough that we fight for something, place out effort in something, only to be taken away and see it given to another grp. and all you can say when we ask you is YA. is your lunchbox that impt? you son of a pizza.(own joke)
whatever the case, to hell with you. my eyes are really stuck with stamp can to think i even saw you as a perfectionist. SUCKER!!!!
thank you for your email. it made me see who you really are. thanks for being a monster.
we'll prove to you what we can achieve without you. open your eye BIG BIG and see.
onward and forward babes!
FUCK you.
and to those who arent of any concern. MYOB. we dont need you announcing to the whole world. thanks a lot. suckers.
tmr's there no 3 hour of german. pop some champagne peepole.
to the two babe out there, we're all in this together. HWAITING~
to sweetie, thanks for being there even with your heavy workload. muchly appreciated.
thanks mummy. for showing we how the world's really is out there. i couldnt have taken it so lightly if you haven told me the things you did.
sch's getting all hectic. and i'm shagged. everyone is.
everyone is breaking down. or at least people around me are. works piling up like no one's business. and projects are all undone. i sound so demoralised here and i'm not happy about it.
thank YOU for being such a NICE lecturer. i've never in my life would think of meeting such a teacher/lecturer like you whenever i write on a teacher's day card you're the best teacher in the whole wide word. if you were to receive a teacher's day card from me which you NEVER will.and i state NEVER. i would write you're the worst lecturer one could ever have. and i believe that along with my msg would be TWO HUGE SIGNATURES. agreeing with me.
beware of harsh words below:
you stupid son of a pizza. freaking airhead. have some basic courtesy or at least respect for your students. if you don't have some go learn some okayy. its hard enough for us that some nightmare is unfolding on us and you're not even concern?! with that stupid attitude of yours i'm amaze that you're even sitting where you are sitting right now. and fancy rubbing salt on our wound. we tried to start all over again and wtf was that email suppose to mean. you're preparing us for our downfall izzit? THANKS a lot. i wasnt even impolite in my email. couldnt you at least help us? we wasted half the sem away doing nothing except for wasting 10 BUCKS on nothing.
if you didnt want to help then DON'T nobody gives a damm about it.
i wasn't this mad about it even after yest. though i was quite affected. but after what happen today? sucker. at least someone of a higher post than you bother to explain things to us. that was all we need to hear. its bad enough that we fight for something, place out effort in something, only to be taken away and see it given to another grp. and all you can say when we ask you is YA. is your lunchbox that impt? you son of a pizza.(own joke)
whatever the case, to hell with you. my eyes are really stuck with stamp can to think i even saw you as a perfectionist. SUCKER!!!!
thank you for your email. it made me see who you really are. thanks for being a monster.
we'll prove to you what we can achieve without you. open your eye BIG BIG and see.
onward and forward babes!
FUCK you.
and to those who arent of any concern. MYOB. we dont need you announcing to the whole world. thanks a lot. suckers.
tmr's there no 3 hour of german. pop some champagne peepole.
to the two babe out there, we're all in this together. HWAITING~
to sweetie, thanks for being there even with your heavy workload. muchly appreciated.
thanks mummy. for showing we how the world's really is out there. i couldnt have taken it so lightly if you haven told me the things you did.
sch's getting all hectic. and i'm shagged. everyone is.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
and so what i had thought of, really happened. blame it on my insensitivity. blame it on my way of communication. however way you like it.
i repeated myself time and time again. i just hope it enters.
i hate the way things are right now.
you feel me? GAHHH. i just have so many things to say but its freaking hard to do so here. hell and damnation.
i'm just chocking on all my words now. i type i delete. i type i delete.
wtf is this.
this has to past and be buried under sand, never to be shown again.
but will it?
you have no idea how much its bothering me inside. it wasnt the way things are suppose to be. it never was. to be taken as a sinner. sucks big time. FUCK.
will things go back to the way it orginally was? i just realise i do not have someone whom i can exactly turn to at 12am. one whom i can pour everything out and go how?
bruised
except you. i think. but look at how things are now. worst nightmare ever.
i repeated myself time and time again. i just hope it enters.
i hate the way things are right now.
you feel me? GAHHH. i just have so many things to say but its freaking hard to do so here. hell and damnation.
i'm just chocking on all my words now. i type i delete. i type i delete.
wtf is this.
this has to past and be buried under sand, never to be shown again.
but will it?
you have no idea how much its bothering me inside. it wasnt the way things are suppose to be. it never was. to be taken as a sinner. sucks big time. FUCK.
will things go back to the way it orginally was? i just realise i do not have someone whom i can exactly turn to at 12am. one whom i can pour everything out and go how?
bruised
except you. i think. but look at how things are now. worst nightmare ever.
Monday, May 19, 2008
holiday is almost over for some. but for lucky me, there's still one more day of elearning.
boring weekend. i rotted at home on sat. and went out only on sunday. saw my lovely cousin xavier. i must say he's getting stronger each and everytime i see him. and he has the bad tendency to bite and scratch ppl. tsk tsk. his poor mum got bit on her finger by him thinking it was the hamburger she was feeding him. haha. poor thing. and i think he got addicted to biting ppl. he bit his dad again while feeding him -.=
i wasnt exactly able to escape unscathed. i carried him only to be scratched by him time and time again -.= but it only all boils down to you seeing his cute little face and you cannot do anything about it. so i learnt not to put my face to close to him when i carry him next time. haha.
i feel in love with my current blogsong. superhuman. thanks again to vanessa. i think she's my live jukebox X ) i didnt like it at first when i heard the tune and close the window without continuing listening to it. then, while i was jogging on sat, the song popped into my playlist. and i guess i got addicted to it. AHA. lovely song.
recently there was the disastrous earthquake in china. whenever you turn on the news, you see these poor people lying under tonnes of brick can you imagine the pain that they are going through? i can't. sometimes when someone accidentally squash your toe under their chair and you already screeched in pain what more them.
whenever you turn the pages of newspaper, you see these sad, touching stories about how ppl sacrifice themselves for others, or how one family member saves one from dying. you cant help but tear and wish that all of them would go to a much better place. children were turned into orphans by one earthquake. mothers lost their only child in one earthquake.
this is like worst than tsunami.
is this coming to the end of the world? i really hope not *cross finger*
all of them would be in my prayers. *amen*
boring weekend. i rotted at home on sat. and went out only on sunday. saw my lovely cousin xavier. i must say he's getting stronger each and everytime i see him. and he has the bad tendency to bite and scratch ppl. tsk tsk. his poor mum got bit on her finger by him thinking it was the hamburger she was feeding him. haha. poor thing. and i think he got addicted to biting ppl. he bit his dad again while feeding him -.=
i wasnt exactly able to escape unscathed. i carried him only to be scratched by him time and time again -.= but it only all boils down to you seeing his cute little face and you cannot do anything about it. so i learnt not to put my face to close to him when i carry him next time. haha.
i feel in love with my current blogsong. superhuman. thanks again to vanessa. i think she's my live jukebox X ) i didnt like it at first when i heard the tune and close the window without continuing listening to it. then, while i was jogging on sat, the song popped into my playlist. and i guess i got addicted to it. AHA. lovely song.
recently there was the disastrous earthquake in china. whenever you turn on the news, you see these poor people lying under tonnes of brick can you imagine the pain that they are going through? i can't. sometimes when someone accidentally squash your toe under their chair and you already screeched in pain what more them.
whenever you turn the pages of newspaper, you see these sad, touching stories about how ppl sacrifice themselves for others, or how one family member saves one from dying. you cant help but tear and wish that all of them would go to a much better place. children were turned into orphans by one earthquake. mothers lost their only child in one earthquake.
this is like worst than tsunami.
is this coming to the end of the world? i really hope not *cross finger*
all of them would be in my prayers. *amen*
Friday, May 16, 2008
I'M BACK~
haha i think i'm only blogging like once a week can. sometimes its pure laziness others, i'm just occupied with my stuff.
yest. i got a very bad news (rumor) that i'm not gonna reveal. cos nothing's comfirm. but i'm super duper uber piss-tified. VERY. it better not happen. SERIOUSLY. it's sick man. hell and dammination. we all feel so lost now can. sometimes its just better not to know stuff. not that we should be ostriches. but well you prolly get wat i mean. else, forget it.
so the long weekend is here to stay. weekend + public holiday + e-learning = 4 days of NO SCHOOL. woots~ though some ppl have FIVE days of holiday but its not my prob =X
and so, tue we're in for a treat! van-nee-sak koh's treating us to gelare. double woots!~ sank kew in advance eh (=
sch ended early today. 1. went down again to sumo house with dodo. haha i'm seriously addicted to their salmon rice can. i have been going down once a week and today i finally tried somthing else. the curry udon. but not exactly nice. spicy. tsk. next time i'll stick to my salmon rice instead which is L-O-V-E~
after, pop by sweet talk to settle out cravings for bubble tea. its been a while. haha. den we found a bench under the HDB block and sat there chatting till 5. haha. cannot understand where we find so many things to say. but i've found out some outdated secrets. AHA. -.=
i told dodo that if we were to open our msn history, 7 out of 10 chats are pure crap. AHA. and she agrees!!! seriously i have no idea where i find so many crappy stuff from ya' know. i guess its muchly being influenced by her can. i'm a very serious girl to start off with. NOT. AHA.
so. there's work to be done. and videos to be watched. till then~
adios
it ended with nothing at all
haha i think i'm only blogging like once a week can. sometimes its pure laziness others, i'm just occupied with my stuff.
yest. i got a very bad news (rumor) that i'm not gonna reveal. cos nothing's comfirm. but i'm super duper uber piss-tified. VERY. it better not happen. SERIOUSLY. it's sick man. hell and dammination. we all feel so lost now can. sometimes its just better not to know stuff. not that we should be ostriches. but well you prolly get wat i mean. else, forget it.
so the long weekend is here to stay. weekend + public holiday + e-learning = 4 days of NO SCHOOL. woots~ though some ppl have FIVE days of holiday but its not my prob =X
and so, tue we're in for a treat! van-nee-sak koh's treating us to gelare. double woots!~ sank kew in advance eh (=
sch ended early today. 1. went down again to sumo house with dodo. haha i'm seriously addicted to their salmon rice can. i have been going down once a week and today i finally tried somthing else. the curry udon. but not exactly nice. spicy. tsk. next time i'll stick to my salmon rice instead which is L-O-V-E~
after, pop by sweet talk to settle out cravings for bubble tea. its been a while. haha. den we found a bench under the HDB block and sat there chatting till 5. haha. cannot understand where we find so many things to say. but i've found out some outdated secrets. AHA. -.=
i told dodo that if we were to open our msn history, 7 out of 10 chats are pure crap. AHA. and she agrees!!! seriously i have no idea where i find so many crappy stuff from ya' know. i guess its muchly being influenced by her can. i'm a very serious girl to start off with. NOT. AHA.
so. there's work to be done. and videos to be watched. till then~
adios
it ended with nothing at all
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY VAN-NEE-SAH KOH
haha made it before 12. cool.
updates later
ciao!
haha made it before 12. cool.
updates later
ciao!
Sunday, May 11, 2008
ITS the 11th may.
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOMMY!!! = D
*made a wish in the heart* ((:
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOMMY!!! = D
*made a wish in the heart* ((:
Saturday, May 10, 2008
picture of the week!
haha the four of us bought the exact same meal without discussing much with one another. and of which, mun and van both have the same idea of changing their drink to ice milo, while me and dodo both took coke. speak of being coincidental. LOL
recently, i realise i do suffer from STM. whenever i'm walking home/somewhere, i suddenly think about blogging some matters. so when i reach home and open the window to blog, i suddenly cannot remember what to blog but i have something to blog. AHA. stewpid.
and so. i rememeber i had something to say just now but cant seem to remember. gahh. i guess i'll leave it here first, until i can remember wat i have to say. till then *big waves*
haha the four of us bought the exact same meal without discussing much with one another. and of which, mun and van both have the same idea of changing their drink to ice milo, while me and dodo both took coke. speak of being coincidental. LOL
recently, i realise i do suffer from STM. whenever i'm walking home/somewhere, i suddenly think about blogging some matters. so when i reach home and open the window to blog, i suddenly cannot remember what to blog but i have something to blog. AHA. stewpid.
and so. i rememeber i had something to say just now but cant seem to remember. gahh. i guess i'll leave it here first, until i can remember wat i have to say. till then *big waves*
Friday, May 9, 2008
haha i have been on a hiatus for a week.
do you think i'm becoming lazy again. partially.
but mainly it was because sch's very hectic. work's piling up like nobody's business. not mentioning the projects that we haven even started on.and week 15 is coming closer day by day. *big sigh*
i have a bad habit that i have to change now.
anw. i overslept today. DANG~ haha if it wasnt for dodo msg i would have continue to sleep. but thank my lucky stars the teacher let them watched a vid for an hour in which i nicely arrive in time for proper lesson to start. AHA. but than again. my lucky starts werent eactly shining very brightly cos i grabbed the wrong pile of book and stuffed it in my back on the way of rushing out of the house. i took yest notes to sch while today's lessons notes still sits nicely untouch on my bed. i only realise it on the mrt when i wanted to take out my food mkrt notes to see wat i have missed. SILLY ME~
SO. tough week for someone. there's nothing i can do except to keep talking to you. rough patch that you are going thru. be strong and breeze it through. i know you can do it. i'm here anywhere anytime. ((:
i love this current song IF by tae yeon. thanks to van who helped me dl the song. i've copied the romanisation of the lyrics.
If i were to go
If i were to get close to you
What would you think?
I don’t have the courage.
If you were to go,
If you were to leave.
I don’t know how to send you away
It keeps hanging on my mind
I know i am a fool and can only watch you from afar
Your heart may look away from me…
And so we could even become strangers
Just like a fool i can’t even say that i love you because …
We’re afraid the wait that comes upon us
After we meet will be painful and sad.
If you were to come
To come near me.
What would i do ?
I really don’t know
Because im like a fool.
Even though i know looking is all i can do
Your heart may look away from me
And so we could even become strangers
Just like a fool i can’t even say that i love you because….
We’re afraid the wait that comes upon us
After we meet will be painful and sad
Because i’m like a fool
Even though i can’t say i love you
We’re afraid the wait that comes upon us
After we meet will be painful and sad.
it hurts like hell. but it'll fade away i know.
do you think i'm becoming lazy again. partially.
but mainly it was because sch's very hectic. work's piling up like nobody's business. not mentioning the projects that we haven even started on.and week 15 is coming closer day by day. *big sigh*
i have a bad habit that i have to change now.
anw. i overslept today. DANG~ haha if it wasnt for dodo msg i would have continue to sleep. but thank my lucky stars the teacher let them watched a vid for an hour in which i nicely arrive in time for proper lesson to start. AHA. but than again. my lucky starts werent eactly shining very brightly cos i grabbed the wrong pile of book and stuffed it in my back on the way of rushing out of the house. i took yest notes to sch while today's lessons notes still sits nicely untouch on my bed. i only realise it on the mrt when i wanted to take out my food mkrt notes to see wat i have missed. SILLY ME~
SO. tough week for someone. there's nothing i can do except to keep talking to you. rough patch that you are going thru. be strong and breeze it through. i know you can do it. i'm here anywhere anytime. ((:
i love this current song IF by tae yeon. thanks to van who helped me dl the song. i've copied the romanisation of the lyrics.
If i were to go
If i were to get close to you
What would you think?
I don’t have the courage.
If you were to go,
If you were to leave.
I don’t know how to send you away
It keeps hanging on my mind
I know i am a fool and can only watch you from afar
Your heart may look away from me…
And so we could even become strangers
Just like a fool i can’t even say that i love you because …
We’re afraid the wait that comes upon us
After we meet will be painful and sad.
If you were to come
To come near me.
What would i do ?
I really don’t know
Because im like a fool.
Even though i know looking is all i can do
Your heart may look away from me
And so we could even become strangers
Just like a fool i can’t even say that i love you because….
We’re afraid the wait that comes upon us
After we meet will be painful and sad
Because i’m like a fool
Even though i can’t say i love you
We’re afraid the wait that comes upon us
After we meet will be painful and sad.
it hurts like hell. but it'll fade away i know.
Sunday, May 4, 2008
life still goes on. you were only worth three drops of tears. i'm still a-ok cos it never really started. expected. this would be the first and the last time. the next time it would be me. period.
SO.
refused to get out of my bed to accompany my sister for her "family day" she wanted to make her way down to cck park to have a "walk ard" tsk. i rather lie in my comfy bed and sleep. moreover i just been to one of the parks on thursday. jogging. so ended up my parents accompanied her down while i slept on. *grinz*
woke up to a nice surprise. they bought watermelon.haha. so my brunch was a fat slice of watermelon. i made jelly~~ all for these hot burning weather. tsk. when izzit gonna go away?
thanks somebody who spoke to me last night. it made me felt somewhat better. its gonna take time to go away. but guess what its do-able. i have got all the ans i need. though sometimes it hurts.
as i said life still goes on. sch's gonna be kinda pack next week with pract test, german test (urgh!) and make up lessons on tue for food chem pract. and OH! did i mention, we no longer have three hours of german on wednesday, THANK GOD! its two hours now on wed and two hours on friday. though the friday thing ate up our lunch. sigh~ lets just take it as some ongoing diet. me and munny buddy still gonna pinic ouw way through lesson eh. *evil grinz.
shall stop for here. still have some stupid food ingrd stuff to wrestle. if we were doing it on our own, how nice. own time own target. its not that i dun like the ppl in my grp eh. *dun misunderstand*
alrighty! thats all for now. adios!~
SO.
refused to get out of my bed to accompany my sister for her "family day" she wanted to make her way down to cck park to have a "walk ard" tsk. i rather lie in my comfy bed and sleep. moreover i just been to one of the parks on thursday. jogging. so ended up my parents accompanied her down while i slept on. *grinz*
woke up to a nice surprise. they bought watermelon.haha. so my brunch was a fat slice of watermelon. i made jelly~~ all for these hot burning weather. tsk. when izzit gonna go away?
thanks somebody who spoke to me last night. it made me felt somewhat better. its gonna take time to go away. but guess what its do-able. i have got all the ans i need. though sometimes it hurts.
as i said life still goes on. sch's gonna be kinda pack next week with pract test, german test (urgh!) and make up lessons on tue for food chem pract. and OH! did i mention, we no longer have three hours of german on wednesday, THANK GOD! its two hours now on wed and two hours on friday. though the friday thing ate up our lunch. sigh~ lets just take it as some ongoing diet. me and munny buddy still gonna pinic ouw way through lesson eh. *evil grinz.
shall stop for here. still have some stupid food ingrd stuff to wrestle. if we were doing it on our own, how nice. own time own target. its not that i dun like the ppl in my grp eh. *dun misunderstand*
alrighty! thats all for now. adios!~
Saturday, May 3, 2008
night time is usually the time where rash-ness falls upon me. its the time when you lie on your back and think thru many things. things that happen during the day, the past.
i did silly stuff again. and this morning when i woke up, the sense of dread suddenly fell upon me. its like when you get drunk the other night and wake up with this terrible hangover.
sometimes you know things will never be that way but you still wanna give it one last shot. SILLY. when you throw everything out and get nothing back in return. i never wanna get into another of this situations again. its the first and the last time.
period
i did silly stuff again. and this morning when i woke up, the sense of dread suddenly fell upon me. its like when you get drunk the other night and wake up with this terrible hangover.
sometimes you know things will never be that way but you still wanna give it one last shot. SILLY. when you throw everything out and get nothing back in return. i never wanna get into another of this situations again. its the first and the last time.
period
haven been blogging much cos i dun have much to say. mainly its due to my STM. whenever i thought of something to say i forgot about it once i open my blogger. tsk
envious.envious.envious.
pricked my fingers three time today for human pract. i'm gonna see my blood cells next week. cool stuff. but i didnt have to put thru 3 times of pricking if i didnt have such low blood flow. -.= the teacher said my hands were very cold that why. i guess i was pretty nervous to a certain extent. but mainly it was cold. played sissor paper stone to see who's gonna be prick. dodo ended up being the one who's gonna be prick. but i chicken out later. i cannot imagine pricking someone you know. pressure was there. haha.
i suddenly have no mood to go on. shall stop.
envious.envious.envious.
pricked my fingers three time today for human pract. i'm gonna see my blood cells next week. cool stuff. but i didnt have to put thru 3 times of pricking if i didnt have such low blood flow. -.= the teacher said my hands were very cold that why. i guess i was pretty nervous to a certain extent. but mainly it was cold. played sissor paper stone to see who's gonna be prick. dodo ended up being the one who's gonna be prick. but i chicken out later. i cannot imagine pricking someone you know. pressure was there. haha.
i suddenly have no mood to go on. shall stop.