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Sunday, March 30, 2008
and so. i've decided to change my blog address to this. (:
the-magichour.blogspot.com
actually the magic hour is between 5-6 i think. as in the time when the sun's setting. and its the most perfect timing to take pictures cos it turns our with a special lighting. nature. haha.
previously i wanted to use vivaldi magic. but. girls are fickle minded wot. everybody know's that. heh/ =D
these days, has been pretty okayy. works gonna end soon like on one week and one day. wooh-sie! i'm so gonna go for retail therapy. x)
i didnt do it. cos i'm tired. i've decided to erase it away. i can't wait for sch to start. i miss everybody. and honestly i miss studying. a little. its at least better den working okayy. =))
and and. haha i'm currently so addicted to my blogsong. eh hey.i keep listening to it on my blog. LOL
deleted is the word. i brought things to the extreme. refresh is the button to click now.
the-magichour.blogspot.com
actually the magic hour is between 5-6 i think. as in the time when the sun's setting. and its the most perfect timing to take pictures cos it turns our with a special lighting. nature. haha.
previously i wanted to use vivaldi magic. but. girls are fickle minded wot. everybody know's that. heh/ =D
these days, has been pretty okayy. works gonna end soon like on one week and one day. wooh-sie! i'm so gonna go for retail therapy. x)
i didnt do it. cos i'm tired. i've decided to erase it away. i can't wait for sch to start. i miss everybody. and honestly i miss studying. a little. its at least better den working okayy. =))
and and. haha i'm currently so addicted to my blogsong. eh hey.i keep listening to it on my blog. LOL
deleted is the word. i brought things to the extreme. refresh is the button to click now.
Thursday, March 27, 2008
haha. although this song like abit obescene. but i like. esp the part when she say i will hunt you down. though it the remix version. cannot seem to find the orginal one anywhere. sigh.
kinda sucky. these few days the songs that i am looking for are all previews only. like sorry by buckcherry and if i had eyes by jack johnson. frustrating.
anw. work totally bored the hell of of me today. i did nth except nonsense the whole day. haha. nth for me to do except when its close to going home, the ppl start asking me to do things. tsk.
anw AHA. i got something to show again. wait *run and digs things*
can you guess what this is?
tada!
my fav pic can. monster. looks like the one from monster inc. mikey. LOL
never thought that i could draw? you're right. AHA. all the above was TRACED. thats the magic of tracing paper. people *newsflash* i have the drawing sense of a five year old. ask me to draw a sketch of you. i'll show you a stick man. haha.
SEE this is the twin brother of my drawings
ZIS. is the first ever sudoku puzzle i have ever completed. KUKU? no la. its just cos i never believe in these puzzles. until the boredom gets to me. haha.
okayy. so work aside, music has been my companion these days. esp the radio. like i have mention. i just realise that the songs on 987 are kinda repetitive. which is good only in the sense that i keep hearing the same lyrics over and over again and it gets to my head. den it starts to get me thinking.
and these days, i am listening rather more to the lyrics den the music. sometimes i just fall in love with particular lines which are particularly closely etched to the heart.
lets see if i can mention a few. uhh there's jack johnson if had eyes. i love this classic line:
If I had eyes in the back of my head
I would have told you that
You looked good
As I walked away.
awww.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qsYKlNi4UXI
okayy ppl. go hear and take a listen to the song. esp the first verse. lovely ((:
den there's walk away by paula deanda
I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
Physically just short of perfection
Gotta commend you on your selection
Though I know I shouldn't be concerned
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
I can't forget how we used to be
Our life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
And though I tell myself not to be afraid
To move on but it seems I can't
Though a new man has given me attention
It ain't the same as your affection
Though I know I should be content
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
ehh eh. all these lyrics sets me thinking you know.
i am learning how to appreciates these more (:
and oh ya. youtube is such a bitch now. big time. all the videos cant seem to load anymore.omg. what am i going to do without youtube. suckers.
anw its 2 days b4 i'm gonna do what i gonna do. and i guess it just marks the end. FULLSTOP.
AH!
HELL AND DAMMNATION.
i missed my part on the radio all because of the interview. i had to called this person up to book the timing. and 3 mins later when i plug my earplugs in, i missed my part. omg. i wanted to bang my head. can . *sniff*
i guess these leads to the end of the road.
kinda sucky. these few days the songs that i am looking for are all previews only. like sorry by buckcherry and if i had eyes by jack johnson. frustrating.
anw. work totally bored the hell of of me today. i did nth except nonsense the whole day. haha. nth for me to do except when its close to going home, the ppl start asking me to do things. tsk.
anw AHA. i got something to show again. wait *run and digs things*
can you guess what this is?
tada!
my fav pic can. monster. looks like the one from monster inc. mikey. LOL
never thought that i could draw? you're right. AHA. all the above was TRACED. thats the magic of tracing paper. people *newsflash* i have the drawing sense of a five year old. ask me to draw a sketch of you. i'll show you a stick man. haha.
SEE this is the twin brother of my drawings
ZIS. is the first ever sudoku puzzle i have ever completed. KUKU? no la. its just cos i never believe in these puzzles. until the boredom gets to me. haha.
okayy. so work aside, music has been my companion these days. esp the radio. like i have mention. i just realise that the songs on 987 are kinda repetitive. which is good only in the sense that i keep hearing the same lyrics over and over again and it gets to my head. den it starts to get me thinking.
and these days, i am listening rather more to the lyrics den the music. sometimes i just fall in love with particular lines which are particularly closely etched to the heart.
lets see if i can mention a few. uhh there's jack johnson if had eyes. i love this classic line:
If I had eyes in the back of my head
I would have told you that
You looked good
As I walked away.
awww.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qsYKlNi4UXI
okayy ppl. go hear and take a listen to the song. esp the first verse. lovely ((:
den there's walk away by paula deanda
I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
Physically just short of perfection
Gotta commend you on your selection
Though I know I shouldn't be concerned
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
I can't forget how we used to be
Our life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
And though I tell myself not to be afraid
To move on but it seems I can't
Though a new man has given me attention
It ain't the same as your affection
Though I know I should be content
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
ehh eh. all these lyrics sets me thinking you know.
i am learning how to appreciates these more (:
and oh ya. youtube is such a bitch now. big time. all the videos cant seem to load anymore.omg. what am i going to do without youtube. suckers.
anw its 2 days b4 i'm gonna do what i gonna do. and i guess it just marks the end. FULLSTOP.
AH!
HELL AND DAMMNATION.
i missed my part on the radio all because of the interview. i had to called this person up to book the timing. and 3 mins later when i plug my earplugs in, i missed my part. omg. i wanted to bang my head. can . *sniff*
i guess these leads to the end of the road.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
something extraordinary happened today. haha. i was desperate for a song name sorry by buckcherry. i cannot seem to find the full song in full length so too bad. anw. so ya. i was craving for the song so much. i kept tuning in to the radio hoping they might play it. they didnt. so being bored at work, i decided to call into the radio. haha cos they were having this segment where you could request for 2 songs. shockingly i called in. LOL. the dj recoded my part. and it would be playing on wed. from 1-4 maybe you can catch 2 secs of me. LOL
i was so shock that i got thru that i spoke without realising i was speaking. LOL and i was whispering in the office. aha.
so well today. i finally finished my big project that took me 2 weeks to complete. show you:
the file i was talking about
Duper thick. after finishing this i'm switching occupation to become a typewriter. LOL
the keyboard was too low for me. aha! look how i make use of the materials i have. LOL. so creative can. aha.
how it looks like in the tumbdrive after i finish the entire file
the time and date when i first started
the time and date when i finally finish.
what i did when i was bored. ORIGAMI. LOL.
haha. see. thats it. i counted the pages i typed. 162. haha. i dun think i'm even half as hardworking when i type my reports. LOL. i think all the reports i add up together also dun have 162 leh.
so.since i'm done with the typing, i can predict i'll be free like hell for the ext one week plus. very fast eh.i'm only left with 1 week and 2 days b4 my contract ends. and i'm going for retail therapy with miss dodo. haha. time to spent some hard earned money. baha! during this period of work, my bordem-ness helped me fin sh one story book, one reader digest, endless packets of peanut biscuits. i'm moving on to my next story book. hmm not as nice. love story. maybe i'm more suitable for thrillers. my kind. LOL.
today i had to do some filing for leaves and mC. so as you see, they had to indicate their reasons why they wanted to take leave. haha. i have no idea why when they indicate their reason they have to out exclamation mark. eg: collect motorbike! , go back hometown get married! haha. what like they shouting at the paper as they write it out, i can imagine their tone when they write. haha.
oh yeah. tmr got a couple of ppl coming down for interview for some management executive position. i was suppose to call them to book the timing. haha some of their voices sound erm. nice? haha. chek pray pray got eyecandy to see eh. haha so i won be bored. woots.
to a friend: stay strong okayy. i'll be there whenever you need someone. you can do it. occupy yourself and it will be over soon. we're in the same boat eh. just remember you always have someone to rely on here. (: *gives a pat on the back and a big big hug*
so yeah. i have to go think about what i want to do tmr. haha drawings? LOL.
Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all you're sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry:
This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame
Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry.
i was so shock that i got thru that i spoke without realising i was speaking. LOL and i was whispering in the office. aha.
so well today. i finally finished my big project that took me 2 weeks to complete. show you:
the file i was talking about
Duper thick. after finishing this i'm switching occupation to become a typewriter. LOL
the keyboard was too low for me. aha! look how i make use of the materials i have. LOL. so creative can. aha.
how it looks like in the tumbdrive after i finish the entire file
the time and date when i first started
the time and date when i finally finish.
what i did when i was bored. ORIGAMI. LOL.
haha. see. thats it. i counted the pages i typed. 162. haha. i dun think i'm even half as hardworking when i type my reports. LOL. i think all the reports i add up together also dun have 162 leh.
so.since i'm done with the typing, i can predict i'll be free like hell for the ext one week plus. very fast eh.i'm only left with 1 week and 2 days b4 my contract ends. and i'm going for retail therapy with miss dodo. haha. time to spent some hard earned money. baha! during this period of work, my bordem-ness helped me fin sh one story book, one reader digest, endless packets of peanut biscuits. i'm moving on to my next story book. hmm not as nice. love story. maybe i'm more suitable for thrillers. my kind. LOL.
today i had to do some filing for leaves and mC. so as you see, they had to indicate their reasons why they wanted to take leave. haha. i have no idea why when they indicate their reason they have to out exclamation mark. eg: collect motorbike! , go back hometown get married! haha. what like they shouting at the paper as they write it out, i can imagine their tone when they write. haha.
oh yeah. tmr got a couple of ppl coming down for interview for some management executive position. i was suppose to call them to book the timing. haha some of their voices sound erm. nice? haha. chek pray pray got eyecandy to see eh. haha so i won be bored. woots.
to a friend: stay strong okayy. i'll be there whenever you need someone. you can do it. occupy yourself and it will be over soon. we're in the same boat eh. just remember you always have someone to rely on here. (: *gives a pat on the back and a big big hug*
so yeah. i have to go think about what i want to do tmr. haha drawings? LOL.
Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all you're sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry:
This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame
Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
I want to hate you
But seeing you so happy next to another person
Is exhausting, now
Not knowing anything
The day I had to send you off
Something that should've been done a long time ago
Having no feelings about it
I tried to erase you
But it wasn't something I could have
Please stay by my side
Nothing has changed, I'm by myself
I trusted that another love would come along but now
It's hard to even breathe
And becomes a bigger problem like this
My loneliness for you, little by little
Doesn't erase and remains
I want to hate you
But your back form of having forgotten me
I'm tired of protecting you too, now
Day by day,
I didn't like living so weakly
I try to change the way I am right now
But I can't
I tried to erase you
But it wasn't something I could have
Please stay by my side
Nothing has changed, I'm by myself
I trusted that another love would come along but now
It's hard to even breathe
And becomes a bigger problem like this
My loneliness for you, little by little
I tried to let you go without regret
Trusting I'd be able to stand it,
But the love that's still left
Just gets deeper
This weary loneliness
Cannot bear it day to day anymore
Slowly you become despicable
Nothing has changed, I'm by myself
I trusted that another love would come along but now
It's hard to even breathe
And becomes a bigger problem like this
My loneliness for you, little by little
very close very very close. almost identical. i'm shocked by the words itself. wow.
Hate you, Love you- SUJU.
But seeing you so happy next to another person
Is exhausting, now
Not knowing anything
The day I had to send you off
Something that should've been done a long time ago
Having no feelings about it
I tried to erase you
But it wasn't something I could have
Please stay by my side
Nothing has changed, I'm by myself
I trusted that another love would come along but now
It's hard to even breathe
And becomes a bigger problem like this
My loneliness for you, little by little
Doesn't erase and remains
I want to hate you
But your back form of having forgotten me
I'm tired of protecting you too, now
Day by day,
I didn't like living so weakly
I try to change the way I am right now
But I can't
I tried to erase you
But it wasn't something I could have
Please stay by my side
Nothing has changed, I'm by myself
I trusted that another love would come along but now
It's hard to even breathe
And becomes a bigger problem like this
My loneliness for you, little by little
I tried to let you go without regret
Trusting I'd be able to stand it,
But the love that's still left
Just gets deeper
This weary loneliness
Cannot bear it day to day anymore
Slowly you become despicable
Nothing has changed, I'm by myself
I trusted that another love would come along but now
It's hard to even breathe
And becomes a bigger problem like this
My loneliness for you, little by little
very close very very close. almost identical. i'm shocked by the words itself. wow.
Hate you, Love you- SUJU.
Monday, March 24, 2008
L.O.S.T
gahh. this is going nowhere. NOWHERE. 1 week is all i am going to wait out.
1 week. 7 days. indecisiveness. first step's taken.
1 week. 7 days. indecisiveness. first step's taken.
Sunday, March 23, 2008
the cupboard has been my companion for the past lets say 48 hours. nope dun get me wrong. i haven been hiding myself there. no way. its just in another context.
my thoughts have been running wild up there. very hard to put everything back in place. tmr's the same routine. wake up, work, back home, laptop. the cycle that will never end till the last week of the holiday.
tell him has also been my companion for the past 48 hours. constantly listening to it has taken my mind if a couple of things. i guess.
i let myself go. and i guess its time for it to come back. its all up to you now. i'm tired.
fullstop.
my thoughts have been running wild up there. very hard to put everything back in place. tmr's the same routine. wake up, work, back home, laptop. the cycle that will never end till the last week of the holiday.
tell him has also been my companion for the past 48 hours. constantly listening to it has taken my mind if a couple of things. i guess.
i let myself go. and i guess its time for it to come back. its all up to you now. i'm tired.
fullstop.
Saturday, March 22, 2008
i've found a nice skin and decided to give it a try. though the headings are a kinda light. but its still a nice skin.
i should say i'm okayy though things have still yet to settle in.but there are still things waiting to be clear up. maybe i should back off a little for a while. haha. uhh. i will msg back you and you after i've clear up some of my thoughts and some other things as well. i'll get back to you guys asap. alright. i'm fine. (:
close to having a heart attack
i should say i'm okayy though things have still yet to settle in.but there are still things waiting to be clear up. maybe i should back off a little for a while. haha. uhh. i will msg back you and you after i've clear up some of my thoughts and some other things as well. i'll get back to you guys asap. alright. i'm fine. (:
close to having a heart attack
SOMETHING UTTERLY OUT OF THE WORLD
i have a lot a lot a lot of things to say. really a lot. and i dunno if i should put in down in words here. i'm a mess now. total mess. i keep having many many thoughts going thru my head. and whenever i think of them, my heartbeat jumps to 160/min. trust me. i couldnt sleep last night. i couldnt keep calm. i had to do many things to tire myself out so i can finally sleep without thinking much. even so, i slept at 5am and woke up at 10 plus am. i woke up with a feeling of anticaption. cos i jusr did something crazy. maybe i speak more if it later.
every 10 mins i keep regretting what had i done. i kept thinking if i should stop. but i'll keep having to tell myself to stop thinking. whats done is done. and since i have started, i should just continue. continue continue continue. gahhh.
i finally experienced how it feels to have your mouth go dry because you're in a panicky state. can i just go omg for like nth times?
this is utterly crazee. CRAZEE
*edit*
waiting sucks. can't you just be there 24/7.
its a ridiculous request to make. sorry.
i have nowhere to go. i'm video-less. nothing for me to watch on youtube. i can never understand why during the exam period i just have endless video to watch. and when i am finally free. i'm video-less. haha.
so being video-less i have no where to go except here. i need something to occupy myslef if i dun want to be driven crazy with the situation here.
actually i have been thinking of doing this for a week. i guess i'll just squeeze some time to do it here
i wanted to actually mention a list of songs that has been of a "significant importance" to me since secondary school. they're songs that holds memories for me i guess. okayy so let me just get started racking my brains to remember the songs name. tsk.
sec 1 i dun remember any song that leaves an impt impression on me.
sec 2. i remember. if i am not wrong its that thing you do. why? ehh cos i remember doing a performance for this song. for teacher's day. sec 2 class. the boys don't cooperate. end up it became a all girls performace. i heard got people rumor say very les. tsk tsk. haha.
sec 2 other than this song. i think still got one more by GARETH GATES!!! haha i remember. i borrowed that cd from liyana. the first time i heard his song and i got addicted to one of the song but i forgot which lets see. AHH!! say it isnt so and anyone of us. i remember always singing it with asyqin when we go home together. LOL.
sec 3 and sec 4.hmm the 2 year i got closer with liyana and shi ting after sec 2. and i got to know a new bunch of people. some made a significant spot in my life until now. qin pei and the rest. k lets see.
i remember because of you by kelly clarkson. was a hot hit. everyone of the girls i know had it on their phone, mp3. everyone was just singing to it. i specifically remember shi ting singing to it.
and then there was a song by james blunt! you're beautiful. another song that was on our phone.
and then there was a chinese song. i forget the name of it. but it was the ost of the local drama. by pieree png and dawn yeo. ah i think is xing shan shan or something.
last but not least i think it was the high sch musical song. we're all in this together. we performed to this song for out teacher's day performane. although our form teacher didnt catch it. she was somewhere.
den 2007 there was avril lavinge girlfriend. apologise by onerepublic. sean kingston beautiful girls. another classic one was cry on my shoulder by the deutch idol. gwen stef 4 in the morning. haha tats more or less it.
mid 2007 i fell in love with korean songs. "boyband" but i guess it won be interesting for those who dont listen to them. so i shant mention.
okayy. i mangage to waste more time. crapping.
every 10 mins i keep regretting what had i done. i kept thinking if i should stop. but i'll keep having to tell myself to stop thinking. whats done is done. and since i have started, i should just continue. continue continue continue. gahhh.
i finally experienced how it feels to have your mouth go dry because you're in a panicky state. can i just go omg for like nth times?
this is utterly crazee. CRAZEE
*edit*
waiting sucks. can't you just be there 24/7.
its a ridiculous request to make. sorry.
i have nowhere to go. i'm video-less. nothing for me to watch on youtube. i can never understand why during the exam period i just have endless video to watch. and when i am finally free. i'm video-less. haha.
so being video-less i have no where to go except here. i need something to occupy myslef if i dun want to be driven crazy with the situation here.
actually i have been thinking of doing this for a week. i guess i'll just squeeze some time to do it here
i wanted to actually mention a list of songs that has been of a "significant importance" to me since secondary school. they're songs that holds memories for me i guess. okayy so let me just get started racking my brains to remember the songs name. tsk.
sec 1 i dun remember any song that leaves an impt impression on me.
sec 2. i remember. if i am not wrong its that thing you do. why? ehh cos i remember doing a performance for this song. for teacher's day. sec 2 class. the boys don't cooperate. end up it became a all girls performace. i heard got people rumor say very les. tsk tsk. haha.
sec 2 other than this song. i think still got one more by GARETH GATES!!! haha i remember. i borrowed that cd from liyana. the first time i heard his song and i got addicted to one of the song but i forgot which lets see. AHH!! say it isnt so and anyone of us. i remember always singing it with asyqin when we go home together. LOL.
sec 3 and sec 4.hmm the 2 year i got closer with liyana and shi ting after sec 2. and i got to know a new bunch of people. some made a significant spot in my life until now. qin pei and the rest. k lets see.
i remember because of you by kelly clarkson. was a hot hit. everyone of the girls i know had it on their phone, mp3. everyone was just singing to it. i specifically remember shi ting singing to it.
and then there was a song by james blunt! you're beautiful. another song that was on our phone.
and then there was a chinese song. i forget the name of it. but it was the ost of the local drama. by pieree png and dawn yeo. ah i think is xing shan shan or something.
last but not least i think it was the high sch musical song. we're all in this together. we performed to this song for out teacher's day performane. although our form teacher didnt catch it. she was somewhere.
den 2007 there was avril lavinge girlfriend. apologise by onerepublic. sean kingston beautiful girls. another classic one was cry on my shoulder by the deutch idol. gwen stef 4 in the morning. haha tats more or less it.
mid 2007 i fell in love with korean songs. "boyband" but i guess it won be interesting for those who dont listen to them. so i shant mention.
okayy. i mangage to waste more time. crapping.
Friday, March 21, 2008
tell him
I woke up this morning you know
I had a shocker
See it finally hit me how much
I truly love ya
Stumbling out of bed
I grabbed my phone and called ya
But you were MIA so I decided
to stay right here
Picked up a pen before
I knew I had it
Hand written letter to you
with some Vivaldi magic
See every love before this
I had was truly tragic
That's why i'm happy to say
[ Chorus ]
Hey I think it's time you
be telling your boyfriend
Exactly what you and
I've been doing
Tell him The End
Don't know how much more
more I can take
Hey nows the time to be telling
your boyfriend
About all of the time we'r spending
Tell him The end
Baby hey hey hey hey
[ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/J8Iy ]
Now running catching a cab
'cause I just have
to see ya
I tell the driver to drive like
it's gon' break his meter
(I tell him don't stop)
Before I go an furture
I gotta tell ya
I ain't never acted quite like this
You done a number on me
I swear you're
everything I ever wanted
I've got so much love to give
you don't understand
Now i'm right outside your door
Rode up forty floors gotta
hold you touch you
[ Chorus ]
It's what you do
You're killing me
I can feel there's
something differenrt
How youi make me feel no accident
Felt you girl
so please
this should come as no surprise
[ Chorus ]
Something you should know
Cause it's killing me
Girl are you listening
Go on and tell him
'Cause I can't wait no more
I had a shocker
See it finally hit me how much
I truly love ya
Stumbling out of bed
I grabbed my phone and called ya
But you were MIA so I decided
to stay right here
Picked up a pen before
I knew I had it
Hand written letter to you
with some Vivaldi magic
See every love before this
I had was truly tragic
That's why i'm happy to say
[ Chorus ]
Hey I think it's time you
be telling your boyfriend
Exactly what you and
I've been doing
Tell him The End
Don't know how much more
more I can take
Hey nows the time to be telling
your boyfriend
About all of the time we'r spending
Tell him The end
Baby hey hey hey hey
[ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/J8Iy ]
Now running catching a cab
'cause I just have
to see ya
I tell the driver to drive like
it's gon' break his meter
(I tell him don't stop)
Before I go an furture
I gotta tell ya
I ain't never acted quite like this
You done a number on me
I swear you're
everything I ever wanted
I've got so much love to give
you don't understand
Now i'm right outside your door
Rode up forty floors gotta
hold you touch you
[ Chorus ]
It's what you do
You're killing me
I can feel there's
something differenrt
How youi make me feel no accident
Felt you girl
so please
this should come as no surprise
[ Chorus ]
Something you should know
Cause it's killing me
Girl are you listening
Go on and tell him
'Cause I can't wait no more
Thursday, March 20, 2008
12:ooam
hohoho its the "holiday" for those working.LOL
there's somehthing wrong with my knee! i cant seem to bend it properly without feeling pain. i think i must have sprain a muscle while squatting up and down while picking things in the office. in my wedge somemore. no wonder. tsk.
it seems the movie date's falling apart ): cos the jc ppl are busy. sigh sigh~
i'm going to hibernate these few days. LOL.
there's somehthing wrong with my knee! i cant seem to bend it properly without feeling pain. i think i must have sprain a muscle while squatting up and down while picking things in the office. in my wedge somemore. no wonder. tsk.
it seems the movie date's falling apart ): cos the jc ppl are busy. sigh sigh~
i'm going to hibernate these few days. LOL.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Wednesday 11.01 pm
sigh. movie date tmr has to be postphone to weekend. but never mind. i shall spent some family time at home. cos my dad's coming home from a overseas business trip tmr.
sigh. i dreaded work today. like i told van. i type and type the whole day i'm gonna become a typewriter soon. tsk.
luckily for me there's the 24/7 radio. haha. today's electric chair was damm funny. i was laughing alone in the office. so kuku can.
haha. oh ya i got soooo bored in the office that i decided to self-entertain. and guess what i made a bookmark. AHA. damm kuku i know. but wat do you do when you're bored? haha. i take a pic and post it another time. coming to think of it. rather childish eh. haha. but i have to make do with what i have mah. and den there's another faithful companion. my storybook.LOL. i'm finishing it soon. so i'll be able to go on to Stephen king's book. my current book is so addictive can. i keep wanting to know the end. twist ans turn twist and turn. nICe. *tumbs up*
i wanna tell you...
sigh. i dreaded work today. like i told van. i type and type the whole day i'm gonna become a typewriter soon. tsk.
luckily for me there's the 24/7 radio. haha. today's electric chair was damm funny. i was laughing alone in the office. so kuku can.
haha. oh ya i got soooo bored in the office that i decided to self-entertain. and guess what i made a bookmark. AHA. damm kuku i know. but wat do you do when you're bored? haha. i take a pic and post it another time. coming to think of it. rather childish eh. haha. but i have to make do with what i have mah. and den there's another faithful companion. my storybook.LOL. i'm finishing it soon. so i'll be able to go on to Stephen king's book. my current book is so addictive can. i keep wanting to know the end. twist ans turn twist and turn. nICe. *tumbs up*
i wanna tell you...
7.02am
well i guess i'll drop by and do a short post cos i'm kinda bored.
work is such a pain in the arse. i wanna skip it la. dammination. sigh. why no eyecandy in the office?!!! makes me day so much better a little more. tsk.
anw. i've sailed through year 1. yeah babe! can see me sitting on the yatch waving my hands at you. LOL. i thought i'll fail phy. have this bad premotion la. well apprantly not. woots. i got a B. kinda surprising.
overall i'm still rather satisfied with the results. i tot i'll fare much worst than the other time. but well lady luck's shining on me today. ((:
our got a movie this thurs. something to look forward too. finally.
so YEAR 2 come to me momma! =D
-our for work-
work is such a pain in the arse. i wanna skip it la. dammination. sigh. why no eyecandy in the office?!!! makes me day so much better a little more. tsk.
anw. i've sailed through year 1. yeah babe! can see me sitting on the yatch waving my hands at you. LOL. i thought i'll fail phy. have this bad premotion la. well apprantly not. woots. i got a B. kinda surprising.
overall i'm still rather satisfied with the results. i tot i'll fare much worst than the other time. but well lady luck's shining on me today. ((:
our got a movie this thurs. something to look forward too. finally.
so YEAR 2 come to me momma! =D
-our for work-
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
well well well
i didnt know my tagboard was down. LOL. anycase its "repaired" and working.
results arent out till 6am. some shitty shit. sigh *cross finger*
i'm bored and have nothing to fill this empty space up. so lets hope for good news so i can be out for a evening movie. and be able to soak up the rest of the holidays. till 6am tmr. ciao.
*edit*
heh. i remember wat i wanted to mention already.
this song thats playing.it sounds so similar to rehab by amy whinehouse. the voice sounds like her too. but is izzit. LOL by an england singer call Duffy. england billboard NO.1 for 5 weeks in a row.
aha! how i know? well 987 has been a very good companion to me for the past few days. bored at work and i listen to them. LOL. i look forward to dan and young's eletric chair. i had a good laugh on monday when they interview howard lo. dunno if you guys have any impression of him. but he's from an eye for a guy. the ang moh who's working in mircosoft. and shane and ros show. LOL. this two shows never fail to make me laugh la. in front of my own desktop. how KUKU. people walk past think i siao. haha on mon ros and shane were talking about weird names. apprantly ros had a friend name bevan. why? cos his mum'name is betty and the father's name is ivan. aha! and she went so poor thing. LOL. i'm mentioning these DJ's name like their my friends. haha. and another guy was name espn by his parents. ESPN? why in the world that?! haha why not MTV or STARWORLD. HAHHA!
k. i'm a crapper. wish me luck. adios!
results arent out till 6am. some shitty shit. sigh *cross finger*
i'm bored and have nothing to fill this empty space up. so lets hope for good news so i can be out for a evening movie. and be able to soak up the rest of the holidays. till 6am tmr. ciao.
*edit*
heh. i remember wat i wanted to mention already.
this song thats playing.it sounds so similar to rehab by amy whinehouse. the voice sounds like her too. but is izzit. LOL by an england singer call Duffy. england billboard NO.1 for 5 weeks in a row.
aha! how i know? well 987 has been a very good companion to me for the past few days. bored at work and i listen to them. LOL. i look forward to dan and young's eletric chair. i had a good laugh on monday when they interview howard lo. dunno if you guys have any impression of him. but he's from an eye for a guy. the ang moh who's working in mircosoft. and shane and ros show. LOL. this two shows never fail to make me laugh la. in front of my own desktop. how KUKU. people walk past think i siao. haha on mon ros and shane were talking about weird names. apprantly ros had a friend name bevan. why? cos his mum'name is betty and the father's name is ivan. aha! and she went so poor thing. LOL. i'm mentioning these DJ's name like their my friends. haha. and another guy was name espn by his parents. ESPN? why in the world that?! haha why not MTV or STARWORLD. HAHHA!
k. i'm a crapper. wish me luck. adios!
Monday, March 17, 2008
Monday 10.32pm
finally i couldnt take the old skin. i decided to give this a try. its nice. only that i still cannot get use to the format of the skin. you have to navigate ard. so take a good look ard. (:
i have been un-normally rash these few days. i have been trying hard to control myself. if it wasn't for work. i think something drastic might have happen. i kept forcing myself to think over and over again about the consequence. tug-of-war.
well i think i have to change topic. else. otherwise. eh hey.
k. so let me see if i am hardworking enough to upload pic of my workplace (:
first day of work. first pic i took. while walking to work. the outlook of the entire building
sigh. sadly my kuku computer. which has no internt access. i just realise not everybody in the company has internet access. i always thought all working adults get to access internet network at work. apparently not.
the view that i face everyday. the door. my new companion.LOL.
the monster that talks. haha. i talk to this monster everyday.
the office that is beside my desk. the boss office and some other colleague's desk.
well this is it. my workspace
the "scenery" that is behind me.
the empty office when everyone's out for lunch. kinda scary, kinda eerie.
the meeting room that is right behind my work space
finally look at the huge mass of letters that i have to sort out everyday. haha how nice if they were love letters. ahahaha! LOL =P
well that's all for now peeps! till den i'll be back.
pray that i don't make any rash decisions for the days to come ((:
ciao!
do i have a space there?
i have been un-normally rash these few days. i have been trying hard to control myself. if it wasn't for work. i think something drastic might have happen. i kept forcing myself to think over and over again about the consequence. tug-of-war.
well i think i have to change topic. else. otherwise. eh hey.
k. so let me see if i am hardworking enough to upload pic of my workplace (:
first day of work. first pic i took. while walking to work. the outlook of the entire building
sigh. sadly my kuku computer. which has no internt access. i just realise not everybody in the company has internet access. i always thought all working adults get to access internet network at work. apparently not.
the view that i face everyday. the door. my new companion.LOL.
the monster that talks. haha. i talk to this monster everyday.
the office that is beside my desk. the boss office and some other colleague's desk.
well this is it. my workspace
the "scenery" that is behind me.
the empty office when everyone's out for lunch. kinda scary, kinda eerie.
the meeting room that is right behind my work space
finally look at the huge mass of letters that i have to sort out everyday. haha how nice if they were love letters. ahahaha! LOL =P
well that's all for now peeps! till den i'll be back.
pray that i don't make any rash decisions for the days to come ((:
ciao!
do i have a space there?
Sunday, March 16, 2008
oh-dear
this song is really touching. i think i could cried listening to this song again again. oh dear oh dear. i dun want to cry without a reason too. it means i'm thinking of someone else something else that i shouldnt. why must dilemma exists? cant an issue have just one ans? should i or should i not? how will you feel? how will you take it? would i cross the line? you know i really do have the urge to do so. but you and i have distant so much that i feel i no longer know you. what has been going on in your life i don't have a clue. i don't wanna do something stupid and cause a drastic mistake that would not have happen if i have taken the right path, taken the right choice. if only i could turn back the time. i could make everything back to normal when everything goes wrong. why did i have to catch you doing that to me? you made me fall into a whirlpool that i have tried very hard to pull myself out from. time and time again. oh my god. this sucks. why oh why?
i love you more than life.
i'm blinded by your light.
i love to be loved by you.
i love you more than life.
i'm blinded by your light.
i love to be loved by you.
Saturday, March 15, 2008
day-out
its late. rather lazy to type a long long post. i shall shelve it to tmr. heh. just wanna leave a few words b4 i leave for lala land. dun think too much about it eh. its when a girl has some random thoughts and has to pen it down.
"is it true when you catch a guy looking at you and he suddenly looks away there's something going on? you made my heart skip a beat dear friend. can love be renewed? it was sweet for a short blissful moment."
"is it true when you catch a guy looking at you and he suddenly looks away there's something going on? you made my heart skip a beat dear friend. can love be renewed? it was sweet for a short blissful moment."
Thursday, March 13, 2008
its a cold cold world
LITERALLY. HAHA.
its had been rainy these few days. once my jacket is on, its never off. full zipper. all the way up. *grinz*
work. aha. i think somewhere someone has hear my prayer of getting more things to type these during work. i have endless doc to type now and i'm kinda regretting it. haha. i have a bad backache due to 10 hours of sitting. my sitting posture has a prob. always has been there. well. i think one of the lady's at work must have seen me being to free. she dumped me with an entire file of doc. she said: these documents are 10 years old. we dont have a soft copy of it. so you can help me type those out. THANKS! not. the doc urgh i cannot describe it here on how it looks. i should take a pic of it next time. okayy for poly ppl. its the size of 5 biostats books stack together. for sec people, its the size of 2 amaths textbook stack together. so i guess i will never be bored for a longgggggggg time to come. ah.ha.
well, i'm kinda getting to know a few people there. not so bad after all. only that it comes with 2 side effect. tiredness and backache. tsk.
peanut biscuits by julie have been a sweet companion to me. i can finish a box in 2 days. eh hey. haven i said? i'm turning into a glutton. hope all the overhead bridge climbing get rid of the fats. though its hardly possible. can i wish for all the fats to disappear? can i can i? LOL.
sotong poop aka. dodo candy. and me. one word. fate-less. haha. i can only talk to her for a short while everytime we see each other online cos i have work the next day and early i have to wake. tsk. but i should see her ard online on sat night. sat night fever bibaba! aha.
oh did i mention i was harassed by this indian guy while waiting for my dad to fetch me at jurong mrt after work. omg. i was completely freaked out by tat guy luh. he reeked of beer can hardly speak proper eng. keeps telling me he has an exams. keeps pestering me about the taxi. how the hell do i know when is the taxi coming? do i have a infomation counter written on my face? i dont know where the taxi stand is means i dunno. he kept going help me help me. omg. i look at his paper and his exams starts at 7.00pm. well he is late for all i know. super desperate. i was so scared that he would jump aboard my dad's car when he comes. thank god he finally got a taxi. go away. shoo. haha before that he went to pester another malay guy. waaa finally he went away. but the malay guy also dunno wat he talking. the indian guy keep going help me help me. finally the malay guy cannot take it he went you have to help me to help you. aha! cos he really dunno wat he saying. i think the indian guy really super desperate. i think going to jump scream cry whatever shit cos he's late for an impt exam. but who the hell drinks beer b4 a paper. tsk.
reply to sock tag cos its too long to write on the tag board. haha. my job. receptionist cum admin assistant. but in short is do zha gong la. everything also do. from photocopy doc to typing doc to binding doc to ans the phone to opening mailbox. more or less. haha. this job was available cos the previous recept was on 1 mth leave. so i think its the only part time job they have there. the rest ther all looking for full time manager, QC. etc. why i know? cos i have to call these ppl to book their interview and they can hardly speak eng. COMMUNICATION BREAKDOWN. haha. i know the other company downstairs looking for 1 part timer. but know is what position plus i think our holiday period like too short for it. not too sure though. ah. my workplace is at benoi road. some industrial area. boonlay mrt station alight, take bus. yip. haha i got sneak a few snaps ard the company i'll post em soon cos i too lazy to do so now =P tats about it.
haha this is the effect from being cut off from the internet from more than half a day. i scribble non stop. eh hey. LOL. i should stop eh. STOP.
its had been rainy these few days. once my jacket is on, its never off. full zipper. all the way up. *grinz*
work. aha. i think somewhere someone has hear my prayer of getting more things to type these during work. i have endless doc to type now and i'm kinda regretting it. haha. i have a bad backache due to 10 hours of sitting. my sitting posture has a prob. always has been there. well. i think one of the lady's at work must have seen me being to free. she dumped me with an entire file of doc. she said: these documents are 10 years old. we dont have a soft copy of it. so you can help me type those out. THANKS! not. the doc urgh i cannot describe it here on how it looks. i should take a pic of it next time. okayy for poly ppl. its the size of 5 biostats books stack together. for sec people, its the size of 2 amaths textbook stack together. so i guess i will never be bored for a longgggggggg time to come. ah.ha.
well, i'm kinda getting to know a few people there. not so bad after all. only that it comes with 2 side effect. tiredness and backache. tsk.
peanut biscuits by julie have been a sweet companion to me. i can finish a box in 2 days. eh hey. haven i said? i'm turning into a glutton. hope all the overhead bridge climbing get rid of the fats. though its hardly possible. can i wish for all the fats to disappear? can i can i? LOL.
sotong poop aka. dodo candy. and me. one word. fate-less. haha. i can only talk to her for a short while everytime we see each other online cos i have work the next day and early i have to wake. tsk. but i should see her ard online on sat night. sat night fever bibaba! aha.
oh did i mention i was harassed by this indian guy while waiting for my dad to fetch me at jurong mrt after work. omg. i was completely freaked out by tat guy luh. he reeked of beer can hardly speak proper eng. keeps telling me he has an exams. keeps pestering me about the taxi. how the hell do i know when is the taxi coming? do i have a infomation counter written on my face? i dont know where the taxi stand is means i dunno. he kept going help me help me. omg. i look at his paper and his exams starts at 7.00pm. well he is late for all i know. super desperate. i was so scared that he would jump aboard my dad's car when he comes. thank god he finally got a taxi. go away. shoo. haha before that he went to pester another malay guy. waaa finally he went away. but the malay guy also dunno wat he talking. the indian guy keep going help me help me. finally the malay guy cannot take it he went you have to help me to help you. aha! cos he really dunno wat he saying. i think the indian guy really super desperate. i think going to jump scream cry whatever shit cos he's late for an impt exam. but who the hell drinks beer b4 a paper. tsk.
reply to sock tag cos its too long to write on the tag board. haha. my job. receptionist cum admin assistant. but in short is do zha gong la. everything also do. from photocopy doc to typing doc to binding doc to ans the phone to opening mailbox. more or less. haha. this job was available cos the previous recept was on 1 mth leave. so i think its the only part time job they have there. the rest ther all looking for full time manager, QC. etc. why i know? cos i have to call these ppl to book their interview and they can hardly speak eng. COMMUNICATION BREAKDOWN. haha. i know the other company downstairs looking for 1 part timer. but know is what position plus i think our holiday period like too short for it. not too sure though. ah. my workplace is at benoi road. some industrial area. boonlay mrt station alight, take bus. yip. haha i got sneak a few snaps ard the company i'll post em soon cos i too lazy to do so now =P tats about it.
haha this is the effect from being cut off from the internet from more than half a day. i scribble non stop. eh hey. LOL. i should stop eh. STOP.
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
my back is aching from all the sitting.
yest was the first day of work. you bet'cha that i have a story to tell.
i was thrown into a strange world yest. a world of sticking stamps. faxing papers. photocopying papers. binding booklets. typing edited documents. and last but not least. answering the phone that rings every 20 mins. no. sometimes even 10 mins.
exciting is the first word to describe. all are fresh, all are new. as soon as the courier person steps in, i ask myself why am i here. i've never done corporate filing before. neither have i done corporate recording b4. i guess everything starts from a scratch. i dont think you can even see a scratch maybe a small little fullstop dot. thats how it feels. i've never in my entire life handle those huge photocopying machine b4. all those touch screen button and function. it silly not to know how to operate a fax machine and you have to ask for help. never touch a binding machine either. i swear the next time i see one i'm so gonna slap it. those holes are a KILLER. *can see the evil grin on it* you just keep having to poke the paper in. its frustrating how you fail to do so. and you tear the holes or spoil the paper and you have to start printing them all over again.
but i've learn. and today was much better in a sense. at least i'm armed with the basic knowledge of operating a photocopy machine, fax machine. i started thinking its gonna be an easy job. cos all i have to do was to sit and ans the phone yest. but as soon at afternoon starts knocking in, all the work starts pouring in. photocopy paper. file paper. ans the phone, transferring phone calls, taking msg. etc. etc. etc. i'm gonna stop being naggy. so stop.
lets move on to the second day. i no longer have to squeeze with people to board the bus. in fact the company i'm working for has a company bus. so every morning i just have to wait for the bus with the rest of the office people. today was the exact opposite. morning was kinda busy. as soon as it hits luch hour, all the work just kinda slipped away. without any task to do i was just sitting at the desk ans call and waiting for time to pass. LITERALLY. i was sitting there reading my storybook, eating my biscuits since i had nothing to do. i was over the moon when finally the accts department asked me to type their edited documents. i missed sitting infront of the computer and type away. i miss watching youtube. its only the second day can you believe it. i sound as if i'm 2 years into the job and starting to get bored of it. LOL.
i just wish i can type long long documents to while my time away. that will be awesome instead of sitting there and snack on my biscuit. i'm gonna turn into a fat glutton. nooooooooooooooo. haha.
i almost wanted to take out a pillow and sleep infront of the desk. sigh sigh.
haha. i should stop b4 this turns into a thousand word essay eh. lets hope the days to come and will be interesting and easy to pass.
i cross my finger for the upcoming results. just let me pass my phy and biochem, do okayy for the rest and imma satisfied girl. pleaseee.
STOP.
when the world collapse, will you come and hold up the sky for me?
yest was the first day of work. you bet'cha that i have a story to tell.
i was thrown into a strange world yest. a world of sticking stamps. faxing papers. photocopying papers. binding booklets. typing edited documents. and last but not least. answering the phone that rings every 20 mins. no. sometimes even 10 mins.
exciting is the first word to describe. all are fresh, all are new. as soon as the courier person steps in, i ask myself why am i here. i've never done corporate filing before. neither have i done corporate recording b4. i guess everything starts from a scratch. i dont think you can even see a scratch maybe a small little fullstop dot. thats how it feels. i've never in my entire life handle those huge photocopying machine b4. all those touch screen button and function. it silly not to know how to operate a fax machine and you have to ask for help. never touch a binding machine either. i swear the next time i see one i'm so gonna slap it. those holes are a KILLER. *can see the evil grin on it* you just keep having to poke the paper in. its frustrating how you fail to do so. and you tear the holes or spoil the paper and you have to start printing them all over again.
but i've learn. and today was much better in a sense. at least i'm armed with the basic knowledge of operating a photocopy machine, fax machine. i started thinking its gonna be an easy job. cos all i have to do was to sit and ans the phone yest. but as soon at afternoon starts knocking in, all the work starts pouring in. photocopy paper. file paper. ans the phone, transferring phone calls, taking msg. etc. etc. etc. i'm gonna stop being naggy. so stop.
lets move on to the second day. i no longer have to squeeze with people to board the bus. in fact the company i'm working for has a company bus. so every morning i just have to wait for the bus with the rest of the office people. today was the exact opposite. morning was kinda busy. as soon as it hits luch hour, all the work just kinda slipped away. without any task to do i was just sitting at the desk ans call and waiting for time to pass. LITERALLY. i was sitting there reading my storybook, eating my biscuits since i had nothing to do. i was over the moon when finally the accts department asked me to type their edited documents. i missed sitting infront of the computer and type away. i miss watching youtube. its only the second day can you believe it. i sound as if i'm 2 years into the job and starting to get bored of it. LOL.
i just wish i can type long long documents to while my time away. that will be awesome instead of sitting there and snack on my biscuit. i'm gonna turn into a fat glutton. nooooooooooooooo. haha.
i almost wanted to take out a pillow and sleep infront of the desk. sigh sigh.
haha. i should stop b4 this turns into a thousand word essay eh. lets hope the days to come and will be interesting and easy to pass.
i cross my finger for the upcoming results. just let me pass my phy and biochem, do okayy for the rest and imma satisfied girl. pleaseee.
STOP.
when the world collapse, will you come and hold up the sky for me?
Friday, March 7, 2008
phone call
10:57am
imma happy girl for today. *big grinz* =D
i finally found a job. 1 entire week of searching nonstop, e-mailing nonstop, nonstop getting no response. the phone call that i have been long awaiting for finally comes. nope its not from RE. hopeless. i'm not even bothering to call up that guy to tell him i've found a job. bleah.
so work starts on monday. some wulu place. again. haha. i think all the place that i have to go alone are wulu can. but i went down for an interview at lianghut aluminium for the admin assist cum receptionist job yest. its those kind of industrial area. took me and my mum 2 whole hours to figure out how to get there. so finally, with a map, handphone and wallet in hand off i went into an unknown place.
took an mrt down all the way to boonlay, thats the easy part. next its the bus. searched for bus 192. stare at the bus map for 10 mins, count the stops. and i board the bus. haha. to my surprise right. according to the map, the bus will turn at certain junction. and it actually did. haha like so accurate. i know maps ae suppose to be accurate luh. haha. but its my first time using a map to direct myself mah. finally after 18 stops, i alighted.
the bus stop from the company is a 5-7 mins walk. but between this 5-7mins, i have to cross like 4 traffic lights. LOL. when i reached the place, i scare myself at the lobby. cos the lobby very empty. and i look to my left there's this empty lift. quite scary looking. i was thinking to myself what happens if i get trapped. den suddenly the other lift door open and two man popped out. haha. i think i jumped luh. and one of them gave me those weird weird look. like are you crazy? haha.
went down and filled up a form. i was thinking. huh fill up form and ask me go home again ah. i was so tired of doing that already luh. in the end, i had to undergo a short interview too. nothing scary luh. except when they ask you about your expected pay. the amount i was thinking seemed a lot to me cos i have never actually gotten a months pay before mah. afterwards she told me to let her think about it for a day and she will call me tmr.
i kept praying the entire night that she will call. i even had a fitful dream that i wanted to call her and ask if i got the job but my phone no reception. i wanted to use my dad's phone den also no reception. i was thinking die. no reception how the person contact me, suddenly my phone rings. haha. its not alarm this time round lor. cos b4 i sleep i check that i never turn on my alarm. LOL.
so thats about it. lets sidetrack.
i had another dream yest. i dream that my family and my uncle's family were in my house. suddenly i looked out of the window and i saw this amazing sight. instead of a moon, i saw the earth infront of me. very bright very pretty. then suddenly the earth suddenly started bursting out stars. like fireworks. i was telling everyone to look. den suddenly i thought if its this the end of the world? how come we're on earth and yet we still can see the earth in front of us. haha i dunno how to explain. but dreams are like this. strange.
so i shall stop. work starts on monday. and i'm glad i wont be rotting at home. but this also means that my chances of going out with those jc ppl having their holiday next week are low. ): well maybe dinner. ((:
i nailed it *cross finger*
imma happy girl for today. *big grinz* =D
i finally found a job. 1 entire week of searching nonstop, e-mailing nonstop, nonstop getting no response. the phone call that i have been long awaiting for finally comes. nope its not from RE. hopeless. i'm not even bothering to call up that guy to tell him i've found a job. bleah.
so work starts on monday. some wulu place. again. haha. i think all the place that i have to go alone are wulu can. but i went down for an interview at lianghut aluminium for the admin assist cum receptionist job yest. its those kind of industrial area. took me and my mum 2 whole hours to figure out how to get there. so finally, with a map, handphone and wallet in hand off i went into an unknown place.
took an mrt down all the way to boonlay, thats the easy part. next its the bus. searched for bus 192. stare at the bus map for 10 mins, count the stops. and i board the bus. haha. to my surprise right. according to the map, the bus will turn at certain junction. and it actually did. haha like so accurate. i know maps ae suppose to be accurate luh. haha. but its my first time using a map to direct myself mah. finally after 18 stops, i alighted.
the bus stop from the company is a 5-7 mins walk. but between this 5-7mins, i have to cross like 4 traffic lights. LOL. when i reached the place, i scare myself at the lobby. cos the lobby very empty. and i look to my left there's this empty lift. quite scary looking. i was thinking to myself what happens if i get trapped. den suddenly the other lift door open and two man popped out. haha. i think i jumped luh. and one of them gave me those weird weird look. like are you crazy? haha.
went down and filled up a form. i was thinking. huh fill up form and ask me go home again ah. i was so tired of doing that already luh. in the end, i had to undergo a short interview too. nothing scary luh. except when they ask you about your expected pay. the amount i was thinking seemed a lot to me cos i have never actually gotten a months pay before mah. afterwards she told me to let her think about it for a day and she will call me tmr.
i kept praying the entire night that she will call. i even had a fitful dream that i wanted to call her and ask if i got the job but my phone no reception. i wanted to use my dad's phone den also no reception. i was thinking die. no reception how the person contact me, suddenly my phone rings. haha. its not alarm this time round lor. cos b4 i sleep i check that i never turn on my alarm. LOL.
so thats about it. lets sidetrack.
i had another dream yest. i dream that my family and my uncle's family were in my house. suddenly i looked out of the window and i saw this amazing sight. instead of a moon, i saw the earth infront of me. very bright very pretty. then suddenly the earth suddenly started bursting out stars. like fireworks. i was telling everyone to look. den suddenly i thought if its this the end of the world? how come we're on earth and yet we still can see the earth in front of us. haha i dunno how to explain. but dreams are like this. strange.
so i shall stop. work starts on monday. and i'm glad i wont be rotting at home. but this also means that my chances of going out with those jc ppl having their holiday next week are low. ): well maybe dinner. ((:
i nailed it *cross finger*
Thursday, March 6, 2008
i've finished reading kommandant's girl. its really a highly recommended book peepole. (:
i love the ending. i love the story plot. if i can i would love to lend this book to anyone who would appreciate a good read. but too bad its not mine. LOL. every single bit of it is L.O.V.E
haha. so i'm going on to another book. HIDDEN. thriller.
enough about books. i so looking forward for a phone call tmr. like. PLEASE. call. haha. really. *close eyes and cross finger*
i suddenly remembered something random. a few days ago, i received a call from recruit express. it was 10 plus in the morning. normally when my phone rings in the morning it is usually my alarm. and being a lazy bug, the first thing i would do is to press on any button to stop it from ringing. that's wat i did. i hung up on the person. it was only a few minutes later that i was aware that i had a missed call. kinda stupid though. so for the past few days, i have been looking forward to my hp ringing cos it means JOB. but unfortunately it haven been ringing lately. the stoopid RE guy made my go all the way down and fill up a piece of paper, chit a few chat and go home. grrrr. so yest. while sleeping, i suddenly thought i heard my phone ring. LOL. i was so excited. i quickly picked up the phone, press the ans button. and went " hello, hello?!' no sound. i took a look at my phone. it states "ALARM" gahhhh. how dumb or dumber can i get. * places hand on forehead and shakes head*
so anw. if my phone rings tmr. i'll be a happy girl for the day and i shall elaborate more next time. if i doesnt ring. i'll be a monster for a day. x)
and van called me today, her radio broadcast would be at 1 this sunday on 987. tune in peepole. haha. VAN-NEE-SAA KOH. must thank me okayy. i give free publication on my blog for you okayy. haha.
i never should have let you enter.
i love the ending. i love the story plot. if i can i would love to lend this book to anyone who would appreciate a good read. but too bad its not mine. LOL. every single bit of it is L.O.V.E
haha. so i'm going on to another book. HIDDEN. thriller.
enough about books. i so looking forward for a phone call tmr. like. PLEASE. call. haha. really. *close eyes and cross finger*
i suddenly remembered something random. a few days ago, i received a call from recruit express. it was 10 plus in the morning. normally when my phone rings in the morning it is usually my alarm. and being a lazy bug, the first thing i would do is to press on any button to stop it from ringing. that's wat i did. i hung up on the person. it was only a few minutes later that i was aware that i had a missed call. kinda stupid though. so for the past few days, i have been looking forward to my hp ringing cos it means JOB. but unfortunately it haven been ringing lately. the stoopid RE guy made my go all the way down and fill up a piece of paper, chit a few chat and go home. grrrr. so yest. while sleeping, i suddenly thought i heard my phone ring. LOL. i was so excited. i quickly picked up the phone, press the ans button. and went " hello, hello?!' no sound. i took a look at my phone. it states "ALARM" gahhhh. how dumb or dumber can i get. * places hand on forehead and shakes head*
so anw. if my phone rings tmr. i'll be a happy girl for the day and i shall elaborate more next time. if i doesnt ring. i'll be a monster for a day. x)
and van called me today, her radio broadcast would be at 1 this sunday on 987. tune in peepole. haha. VAN-NEE-SAA KOH. must thank me okayy. i give free publication on my blog for you okayy. haha.
i never should have let you enter.
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
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i'll never go
deeply shaken for that year of my life. as i think back about that year, someone told me it was my first one. i never thought about it that way. until i started recollecting the memories we once shared. although the place might have never been mine in the first place, i'm still affected that someone else is in it now. but since everyone has decided to go on their own path now. there's always a time to let go. and i guess this is it.
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
job hunt is no easy task. sigh sigh~ no easy one.
Monday, March 3, 2008
105.
*warning* heavy writing ahead. =P
back from the short interview. surprised to see mr lim kiat there. LOL. the world is small. really small. so after the interview what happens? WAIT. more time wasted. lets hope i can get a phone call soon one of these days. sigh~
went down to ngee ann city with mun. whoa. i tell you i'll be super duper lost if i didnt went down with her. i didnt even know which exit to exit from, from the mrt. mun had to lead me to the correct path cos i just keep straying away. LOL. and now have i found out that the lift in ngee ann city only serve to level 7. for thE shopping mall. you had to change lift on one of the level which takes you to those office. haha. imma lost sheep. baaaaaaaa.
sigh~ so just let me get a phone call soon soon and more soon. haha. so we went down filled up a form and did a short interview with julian. my virgin trip to see a job recruiting center. whoa. the place is one word. HECTIC. you hear people shouting, phone keeps ringing, the entrance of the place is forever filled with people waiting to get a job. i wanna try working on one of those places. haha. wait long long.
anw. after that, we walked from orchard to db to see if ben and jerry are recruting people. all i see there were three young faces prolly part timer as well. something told me that they wouldnt need newcomers cos they already had 3 there crowding one small counter and a pretty empty shop. so we left. the cathay is one big high class shopping mall which i haven never been too. but too empty for godsake. i could count the people strolling ard the shopping mall. haha. went back to LJ, had my late lunch and chatted with mun about supernatural stuff. haha.
yeah. sidetrack. i had a couple of weird dreams last night. i dreamt of dodo who last min back out going to someplace with me to see some celeb. haha. den i dreamt about seeing 2 lovely rings which i wanted sooo much.i thought it was gonna be expensive. but when i went back i saw that they were selling it at a dollar each. haha i ran and got 2 bucks from my dad. very vividly i remember holiding 2 bucks on my hand and running towards the shop only to my disappoinment that both rings were sold out )): why didnt they wait for me.haha.
the next one, i dreamt of kangin. haha a korean guy. for no reason, i couldnt exactly remember wat was it about. but i remember i was hurt in the dream.
lastly i dreamt going to the moon with a grp of people and one hot guy. realising that there were people living on the moon. a lot of babies.a lot. den we went to the river, we sat on a platform. suddenly this monster popped up from nowhere. the hot guy and another girl playfully pushed me to the other end of the river. i was scared. i bounce against the wall on a platform and went back to the other side. the hot guy tried to save me from the monster and the other girl got caught and died. somewhere along the way i dunno how come got idenity pass pop out. we went back to our room, i hugged the guy to console him about the girl's death. we went back to earth and had a meeting, the hot guy was very upset and he went to his room to get a jar of jolly beans. suddenly some important figure came. i went to get a rag and started clearing eraser dust from the table.
haha my dream are so crappy can. totally make no sense, except i get to see a hot guy but cannot remember his face LOL.
den i had a nightmare where this crazy person was chasing me and another friend, wanting to kill us. den our parents came and fetched us home. so scary luh. the whole time we were hiding and running away from the guy.
haha. i'm bored luh. so i pity your eyes if you read all this. but you must have enjoyed it right. right? AHA! =D
oh congrats to van for getting chosen to host with ros on the 987 show (: cool! tune in on sunday to catch her. time? eh not sure. ros show. haha. check it out.
I can't take it off, this cross on my chest with your name engraved on it
*warning* heavy writing ahead. =P
back from the short interview. surprised to see mr lim kiat there. LOL. the world is small. really small. so after the interview what happens? WAIT. more time wasted. lets hope i can get a phone call soon one of these days. sigh~
went down to ngee ann city with mun. whoa. i tell you i'll be super duper lost if i didnt went down with her. i didnt even know which exit to exit from, from the mrt. mun had to lead me to the correct path cos i just keep straying away. LOL. and now have i found out that the lift in ngee ann city only serve to level 7. for thE shopping mall. you had to change lift on one of the level which takes you to those office. haha. imma lost sheep. baaaaaaaa.
sigh~ so just let me get a phone call soon soon and more soon. haha. so we went down filled up a form and did a short interview with julian. my virgin trip to see a job recruiting center. whoa. the place is one word. HECTIC. you hear people shouting, phone keeps ringing, the entrance of the place is forever filled with people waiting to get a job. i wanna try working on one of those places. haha. wait long long.
anw. after that, we walked from orchard to db to see if ben and jerry are recruting people. all i see there were three young faces prolly part timer as well. something told me that they wouldnt need newcomers cos they already had 3 there crowding one small counter and a pretty empty shop. so we left. the cathay is one big high class shopping mall which i haven never been too. but too empty for godsake. i could count the people strolling ard the shopping mall. haha. went back to LJ, had my late lunch and chatted with mun about supernatural stuff. haha.
yeah. sidetrack. i had a couple of weird dreams last night. i dreamt of dodo who last min back out going to someplace with me to see some celeb. haha. den i dreamt about seeing 2 lovely rings which i wanted sooo much.i thought it was gonna be expensive. but when i went back i saw that they were selling it at a dollar each. haha i ran and got 2 bucks from my dad. very vividly i remember holiding 2 bucks on my hand and running towards the shop only to my disappoinment that both rings were sold out )): why didnt they wait for me.haha.
the next one, i dreamt of kangin. haha a korean guy. for no reason, i couldnt exactly remember wat was it about. but i remember i was hurt in the dream.
lastly i dreamt going to the moon with a grp of people and one hot guy. realising that there were people living on the moon. a lot of babies.a lot. den we went to the river, we sat on a platform. suddenly this monster popped up from nowhere. the hot guy and another girl playfully pushed me to the other end of the river. i was scared. i bounce against the wall on a platform and went back to the other side. the hot guy tried to save me from the monster and the other girl got caught and died. somewhere along the way i dunno how come got idenity pass pop out. we went back to our room, i hugged the guy to console him about the girl's death. we went back to earth and had a meeting, the hot guy was very upset and he went to his room to get a jar of jolly beans. suddenly some important figure came. i went to get a rag and started clearing eraser dust from the table.
haha my dream are so crappy can. totally make no sense, except i get to see a hot guy but cannot remember his face LOL.
den i had a nightmare where this crazy person was chasing me and another friend, wanting to kill us. den our parents came and fetched us home. so scary luh. the whole time we were hiding and running away from the guy.
haha. i'm bored luh. so i pity your eyes if you read all this. but you must have enjoyed it right. right? AHA! =D
oh congrats to van for getting chosen to host with ros on the 987 show (: cool! tune in on sunday to catch her. time? eh not sure. ros show. haha. check it out.
I can't take it off, this cross on my chest with your name engraved on it
review
woots woots~~ i'm high. haha. someone just called me to go down for an interview. though nothing is confirm, i'm still high cause i can get out of the house today. LOL.
one thing, anyone who knows me well knows that i have a prob in travelling. no sense of direction as you put it. x) but never mind i shall ask ard. as least i know which mrt station to stop at. aha!
anw, i'm seriously turning into a bookworm instead of a couch potato. i borrowed another two books from the lib yest. LOL. one of them is like damm nice luh. i type what i have read so far since i'm so bored. LOL
its this book call Kommandant's girl by pam jenoff. this 19 year old girl just got married with a guy she love all her life. 6 weeks later, the country went into war with the Nazi. she and her husband as a jew were in danger. her husband was a guy that strongly believes in fighting back and has to leave her to form this grp call the Resistance. where they secretly carry out task to save jews and fight against the nazi. so the entire jewish population were placed in a "prison" like place called the ghettos. emma who's the 19 year old girl manage to get to know a few of the others who were in the Resistance and knew her husband. one night, she managed to smuggle out with the help from one of them but she had to leave her ageing parents behind. with the escaped of the ghetto, she has to start life anew as a christian and finding work at Nazi headquater, she vows to use her unique position to gather intelligence for the Resistance by any means necessary.
its really a book that i find hard to out down. enticing. heart wrenching.
LOL. i didnt know why just right after the exams i had this urge to borrow storybooks and read like nobody's business. i think its because i haven found one and touch one for a long time to come. so i wanna get back the feel. waha.
i saw another book at popular. which is also very sad. it was about this 13 year old girl who died in a train accident and her family had to continue life without her. very hard. her father started to write a series of letter telling her all about wat is happening in their life as if she's gone for a short trip and will be back soon. he never wanted to use past tense in his letters like 'loved' because he never wanted to face this feeling that she will never be back. i think i would tear if i continue to read the book. but i didnt manage to find the book in the library. sad.
its by reg thomson dear charlie, letters to a lost daughter. really nice.
LOL. this is crazy its as if i'm turning into a storybook review writer. if anyone finds my post nowadays boring, well tat's all i have. all that i happening in my life so far. take it or leave it (:
till i find something i wanna blog, adios! i'll go prepare to get of the house (:
one thing, anyone who knows me well knows that i have a prob in travelling. no sense of direction as you put it. x) but never mind i shall ask ard. as least i know which mrt station to stop at. aha!
anw, i'm seriously turning into a bookworm instead of a couch potato. i borrowed another two books from the lib yest. LOL. one of them is like damm nice luh. i type what i have read so far since i'm so bored. LOL
its this book call Kommandant's girl by pam jenoff. this 19 year old girl just got married with a guy she love all her life. 6 weeks later, the country went into war with the Nazi. she and her husband as a jew were in danger. her husband was a guy that strongly believes in fighting back and has to leave her to form this grp call the Resistance. where they secretly carry out task to save jews and fight against the nazi. so the entire jewish population were placed in a "prison" like place called the ghettos. emma who's the 19 year old girl manage to get to know a few of the others who were in the Resistance and knew her husband. one night, she managed to smuggle out with the help from one of them but she had to leave her ageing parents behind. with the escaped of the ghetto, she has to start life anew as a christian and finding work at Nazi headquater, she vows to use her unique position to gather intelligence for the Resistance by any means necessary.
its really a book that i find hard to out down. enticing. heart wrenching.
LOL. i didnt know why just right after the exams i had this urge to borrow storybooks and read like nobody's business. i think its because i haven found one and touch one for a long time to come. so i wanna get back the feel. waha.
i saw another book at popular. which is also very sad. it was about this 13 year old girl who died in a train accident and her family had to continue life without her. very hard. her father started to write a series of letter telling her all about wat is happening in their life as if she's gone for a short trip and will be back soon. he never wanted to use past tense in his letters like 'loved' because he never wanted to face this feeling that she will never be back. i think i would tear if i continue to read the book. but i didnt manage to find the book in the library. sad.
its by reg thomson dear charlie, letters to a lost daughter. really nice.
LOL. this is crazy its as if i'm turning into a storybook review writer. if anyone finds my post nowadays boring, well tat's all i have. all that i happening in my life so far. take it or leave it (:
till i find something i wanna blog, adios! i'll go prepare to get of the house (:
Saturday, March 1, 2008
house-ed chore and went out to get my sis brownie uni today. LOL. without the scarf and everything i think she look like a cleaner. x)
dropped by suntec and spent the rest of the day there. it seems that i haven been to suntec for quite some time. newly renovated. well not all luh. but part of it. the last time food court has been changed to food republic. ommo! so impressed with the deco there. duper classy. i love the chandelier. though its kinda fake. but the entire ambience of the place plus the deco. its nice, (:
i just realised there's a super big bookstore there. topped up my story book collection with another two new one. Panic by jeff abbott. thriller. and Lisey's story by stephen king. the lisey's story seems nice though. i think its partly romance. i'll prolly write more about it later on when i've finished the book. at last i've got something to do over the holidays.
job hunting hasnt been going well. seems that its not that easy after all. the other time i got a job i guess its purely just plain luck. i needa get lady luck to start shining soon else i'll end up jobless this holiday. noooooooooooooo
uhh. passed by blue max today. amazingly they were selling korean drama at 10 bucks. i got one just to while my time away. haha. but it seems nice. (:
2 days just passed after the exams which means two days of my holiday is gone just like that. *snap* haha. at this rate i think i'll see the sch in no time. not such a bad case actually. year 2. cool.
senseless crapping already. shall stop. till then, i'll be back! ;)
everything has to come back to one full circle. stop the cold war. its stuffy.
dropped by suntec and spent the rest of the day there. it seems that i haven been to suntec for quite some time. newly renovated. well not all luh. but part of it. the last time food court has been changed to food republic. ommo! so impressed with the deco there. duper classy. i love the chandelier. though its kinda fake. but the entire ambience of the place plus the deco. its nice, (:
i just realised there's a super big bookstore there. topped up my story book collection with another two new one. Panic by jeff abbott. thriller. and Lisey's story by stephen king. the lisey's story seems nice though. i think its partly romance. i'll prolly write more about it later on when i've finished the book. at last i've got something to do over the holidays.
job hunting hasnt been going well. seems that its not that easy after all. the other time i got a job i guess its purely just plain luck. i needa get lady luck to start shining soon else i'll end up jobless this holiday. noooooooooooooo
uhh. passed by blue max today. amazingly they were selling korean drama at 10 bucks. i got one just to while my time away. haha. but it seems nice. (:
2 days just passed after the exams which means two days of my holiday is gone just like that. *snap* haha. at this rate i think i'll see the sch in no time. not such a bad case actually. year 2. cool.
senseless crapping already. shall stop. till then, i'll be back! ;)
everything has to come back to one full circle. stop the cold war. its stuffy.