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haiz i tried to change my blogskin but you could just say i am a COMPLETE com idiot. couldnt understand all the coding and stuff. pure stupid-ness! urgh! ):

anyway i finally finish the taiwan drama white robe of love. great show! one of the male lead is damm2 normal looking to the extent qp said his looks couldnt make it. haha but from the start of the show his character just grows on me ((: his love story with the second female lead. i really like it alot. and i seriously mean a lot! anyway i am looking for another taiwan drama to indulge myself in. haha.

i want to state something here. (:

-something tat allows me to feel very xin fu-
~eating apple~
(i once told someone tat i felt very xin fu whenever i eat an apple. and tat person said i was really silly and very easily man zhu. where got ppl eat apple until tis kind of state. haha but tat is just me(: but i guess tat person wouldnt have remember all tis. tis were just special moments for me. but well whatever. )

when i say i eat an apple wat i mean is those small looking very very red apple. i like to eat it the way it is and not cut it up or remove the skin. just the way it is.
i love the crunch of it
i love the taste of it - its tat kind of sweetness tat makes me feel on top of the world. some says tat eating chocolate makes you high. beause of its ingredients. but for mine case apple also does the same effect for me! ((:

actually some times simple things can just simply makes someone's day.
~a simple msg like how's my day
~someone showering concern on you
~someone taking notice of small mood changes in you and bother to ask
~a sweet good night msg < 3

its really sweet. but sometimes tis kind of stuff can really be one sided.
when you read too much in between in the lines.

i once saw this show on channel u < say i do>
tis girl has been secretly in love wif one of her male buddies.
when the host ask her wat makes you think the guy shares the same feeling for you she said tis- whenever we are on msn, even though we haven been chatting, when he wants to log off, he will purposely pop in and say good night to me.
the host simply said tis "tats just basic courtesy!"

i guess girls are more of a sensitive creature than guys. and tend to read too much in btw the lines and thus causing many misunderstanding. but i have fallen for this once. i took me very very long to get out of tat kind of whirlpool.

and i swear never to fall for such a thing again. even though i find something sweet in the future i will just keep to myself. dun ever get one sided again. i look forward to a new begnning in my new sch. 3 cheers to tat! (:

whoa dun know wat overcome me today blurp out so many things. feelings, thoughts, and wat not tat has been buried in me for very long. and since its out its out. i wont be bothered anymore! (:

~sweet memories tat i will keep as part of me~

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