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Saturday, June 2, 2007
here i am once again
here i am, once again ((: back from the camp for like a week. seriously the entire camp didnt meet my expectation. i expected more from it. couldnt interact well with my grp mates cos they are mostly malay speaking and evonnie had to go back halfway through the camp. therefore conclusion: i didnt enjoyed it as much.
many thoughts were going through my head as evonnie spoke to me bout things. before i meet her on wed, i was already dreading atc.its the trainging course. not the club. i was literally dragging myself there and when i heard it was rockclimbing tat day it was like whoop! i want! well when i reached the sports hall, i just realise tat they were makin today's session into a competition scenario. the feeling you get is nerve wreaking. imagine trying to boulder infront of your seniors whom are expert. when i first started, it was embarassing. i haven been bouldering after tat session when berockz taught evonnie and me. well i couldnt finish any of the wall, sad to say.
after our novice woman, it was the novice men, intermediate woman and men. i saw something tat changed my perception of the entire session. i saw failure. many many failure. even seniors who couldnt complete the wall. it then dawned on me tat what you fear when climbing is not about failure. the people there are encourging. they won laugh at you when you fail to complete. they encourage you on. i realise tat i shouldnt be scared of failing to complete the wall in front of the rest because everybody else faces the same thing even the seniors. i have more or less decided on what i want. ((:
besides tat. haha my sweetie has been speaking to me bout this hot guy on tv. Zhang ya dong. eh? haha she is like so into him. tee hee. she and her Zhang. well i finally met sweetie online after for like how long? 2 weeks? utterly miss her lar. good lor having her holiday now while i am still slugging in school. anyway my hoilday is coming soon. 1 WEEK MORE!!!! yeah and i can sleep like hell at home. haha.
sweetie says she and jovan is organising a class outing on the last two week of june. tat i will be looking forward to. i'll definately be there. you bet!
kk a short post here. Tschüs!
many thoughts were going through my head as evonnie spoke to me bout things. before i meet her on wed, i was already dreading atc.its the trainging course. not the club. i was literally dragging myself there and when i heard it was rockclimbing tat day it was like whoop! i want! well when i reached the sports hall, i just realise tat they were makin today's session into a competition scenario. the feeling you get is nerve wreaking. imagine trying to boulder infront of your seniors whom are expert. when i first started, it was embarassing. i haven been bouldering after tat session when berockz taught evonnie and me. well i couldnt finish any of the wall, sad to say.
after our novice woman, it was the novice men, intermediate woman and men. i saw something tat changed my perception of the entire session. i saw failure. many many failure. even seniors who couldnt complete the wall. it then dawned on me tat what you fear when climbing is not about failure. the people there are encourging. they won laugh at you when you fail to complete. they encourage you on. i realise tat i shouldnt be scared of failing to complete the wall in front of the rest because everybody else faces the same thing even the seniors. i have more or less decided on what i want. ((:
besides tat. haha my sweetie has been speaking to me bout this hot guy on tv. Zhang ya dong. eh? haha she is like so into him. tee hee. she and her Zhang. well i finally met sweetie online after for like how long? 2 weeks? utterly miss her lar. good lor having her holiday now while i am still slugging in school. anyway my hoilday is coming soon. 1 WEEK MORE!!!! yeah and i can sleep like hell at home. haha.
sweetie says she and jovan is organising a class outing on the last two week of june. tat i will be looking forward to. i'll definately be there. you bet!
kk a short post here. Tschüs!