the "weekends are here" that cos sch's out tmr.

i'm falling sick i guess. my eyelid's hurting and i got a runny nose. GREAT.

DODO. sent me this song by chen xiao chun. its been a longggg time since i listen to a chinese song. i mean its nice when you are really moody. i love this particular line in there. 我爱的人不是我的爱人。他心里每一寸都属于另一个人。他真幸福幸福的镇残忍. when you translate it into english, it simply means. the one i love izzen my lover. every bit of his heart belongs to someone else. he's so blissful yet blissful in a cruel way.

heh heh. nice one.

so after the short 2 hours food ingr lect today which was so-so cos i am not exactly a fan of the notes format, i headed down to the gym. like finally. i could see myself growing horizontally for the past week and i can no longer take it. had a good run/cycle etc. and head back home for a few piece of pound cake and a cup of milk. sinful? heh i hope not.

i had to resist like a ton of temptation la. in my mind i kept going okayy. i have exercised i can eat something. but this isnt the correct way. rite rite? haha. initally when i left i tot of going down to lot 1 to have kaya toast. den i told myself no i'm not exactly hungry. cannot.

den i pass my this bread shop. okayy not so much of a temptation. den the malay kueh stall i was so tempted by the *dunno the name* got many many colour de kueh. heh. physco myself again. cannot cannot. take mrt. and i manage to get onto the mrt without gaining another few pound.

den i reached my stop. sigh. i was again tempted by the peanut ball or whatever you call it.i almost reached my hand into my wallet la. keep telling myself no.cannot cannot. the peanut ball not nice one from morning until now not fresh. faster walk away. haha i can almost see the peanut ball waving at me. eh hey.

and finally. i reached the food court at the foot of my blk. i was tempeted by the ice cream at the provision shop. haha. and i told myself again i just had ice cream yest. cannot.

and i finally made it safely home. hah. can you see what i glutton i am now. and if i dun continue with my regime i'll be taking 2 mrt seats in no time. eh hey. exggerating la i know. but DODO. i am not being ego here can. its a important concern over my weight isuue here. bleah =P

so i shall be off trying to nurse myself back to healt.and i wanna go out tmr. heh.

unswered questions that will never be answered.

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