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Saturday, April 11, 2009
i officially cannot stay up late anymore.
sleeping at 12 plus everyday helped to intune my biological clock to a normal state. i'll feel duper sleep once the clock strike 12. it that bad? i used to be able to do random things till 4 in the morning and yet still feel not tired. weirdddoooooo. a good three days break though i'm pretty much rotting at home. i can't even sleep till 2-3pm anymoreeee. i'm super amaze with my current biological clock. LOL. there's still some work to do for wk 4. i can't believe that we're coming to the end of the internship soon. that's kinda saddddd. anw. recently i just finish watching a jap drama! i took two days to finish it. teehee. if you're interested its call mei's butler. 10 episodes its like zoom zoom zoom. finished. pretty nice though. i like! muahaha. thats all for my ranting once again. Some things in life are explained using an on and off switch...black and white...there's no middle ground. Love, however, falls in that middle ground. It's one of the rare aspects of life where there is no black and white. People embroil themselves with love...only to discover that there is a scale. Each scale of love is defined by....I don't know...ingredients in a way. One kind of love is for mankind......or material goods. Then there's love based on fond memories, emotional bonds...that's love for friends and family. Finally, we get to love based on physical and emotional intimacy...it's passionate and active. What you feel for me, is similar to your love for brother. It's the kind of love based on memories and an emotional bond you share with a close member of the family. It's static and stable. You love oppa, your closest friends, omoni and abeoji...me....but you're not in love with any one of us. Human beings can't control who we fall in love with..it's physically impossible. The heart is a labyrinth...a maze that we don't know where it'll lead us. When you reach the end of that maze...it won't be me waiting... |